Hey guys, need a favour from u all... Do pray for my supernatural finances to come to me for my HM5 camp k? Just seems quite not possible to have the resources to go... But, I'm gonna trust God, and know that He's my supplier and provider above all that i ask for! Praise God!! I will go man.. Nomatter what! Praise God!!
Nothing is going to stop me!!! The Lord be my witness!!! :)

hmmm i have this sudden emptiness... sudden... ... have i been single too long? Haha i wonder.. Sometimes i do look back at the times i spent with Chris.. hmm were the times we spent together good times? I also donno... Hiya relationships, boy are they complex things? We broke up nearly 2 yrs ago, i haven't seen him since.. but that day, when i finally got the courage to actually talk to him online, (where i was jittering haha, like even online??), ya i actually felt like a stone'd been taken off my chest.. Like a barrier'd been broken.. Lord, direct me! Should i meet up with him sometime? I noe i don't exactly feel anything toward him anymore.. Or so i think... but...... i mean, should i be friends with him again? Hiya hiya as i said, these things are so complicated.. It's so easy to lose a fren for like stupid reasons la! Hmmm Lord only with your directions man... I'm so not gonna touch relationships anymore til You give the signal Lord.. When that happens, woohoo!!.... So... even with this so called emptiness, i noe it's but temporary! I fall back on Your love Lord... Praise You!!

Oh Lord the exams, they're coming... I have no idea how i'm to handle them.. There's so much... But i don't noe where to start.. By your grace only will I stand.. I noe You'll surely take me thru!

P.S. i'm looking forward to tomorrow... sure expecting a good time at cg... celebrating jo's and isabelle's birthday... Isabelle, haven't seen her so long... Miss that darling man... She's really really a dearie! Hmmm okaes... I'll write again again soon.. haha...:)

heyey... today! There's so many things to say..... Significant events that happened.... Beer Drinking at APB!! Boy was i red? haha...
but before i say anything, i wanna say that i only invited some some pple to view my blog.... so for those who's seeing it, haha Praise God eh? U mean muchies muchies to me!!:)
okok back to APB(Asia Pacific Breweries).. ya had this excursion like thing today... went with one of me frens.. paid 5 bucks only... it was supposed to be a tour round the beer factory or sthg... hmmm end up hor, only spent 10-15 min touring cuz some areas were out of bounds for the mean time:(.. Awy, later on there was free flow beer at the tavern...
Wow the beer was good man... so light and nice... not like the normal.. 'chenchen' one..... Btw, just for clarification, i'm not a hard core, or even close to hardcore drinker... just sometimes some alcohol's nice... haha.... Moving right along, well i only took one mug of tiger...beyond that, i was off limits liao... i just knew it coming... dizzy at first, then whoosh... flushed like nothing man.. haha.... hey but i wasn't like really high or wat Praise GOD!! My fren, he was not red, but a bit high.... There was this group of angmohs who went along too and... they got so high they were hysterical man! On the journey back to school, they were like singing, cussing, striping( thank God their tops only) etc etc.... they were so noisy!! Haha... That was also the time i msg'd eleen and xuehui that i was abit 'seh'.... later she msg me back like.... Pearlyn are u ok? Take care ah? haha... so funny... i wasn't half as seh as how she made me out to be... Based on past experiences, ey Xuehui? keke.. :)
Upon reaching school.... i had a lect to go for... i went, and was like gonna sleep liao... P.s i was still red haha...
After the lect had lunch with some frens and they were like 'Pearlyn why're u so red?' i told them and one of them was like ' drunk in the middle of the day?' haha... Later i bumped into a fren i hadn't met a while and she was like 'eyy how're u doing?' and i'm like 'drunk?' haha...
i reached sch at abt 1.... had to be in sch till abt 6? ermm was red for like 2 hrs? Haha... natural blush... :)
Oh well.... was a nice experience tho...:)
Hmmm..... ok i think i gtg liao... i've gotta star...di... man... today that psych analytical qn, i cudn't ans almost at all... better buck up on that side man.... heez.......... :)
Oh well generally the day was quite good for me..... Priase Jesus!!

Hi hi, here i am again.. Praise God!!! the psych test went quite well!! Or at least i pray! Haha!! Glory to God!! Even as i spent most of the time with my family, with God and hardly with the books, God is still so so faithful to me! I just hafta give time for Him and His kingdom, and He'll multiply quality back a thousand times!! Amen!! Looking forward to the time i get back the scores... I'll update then... Praise God!! Ok now, i only haf another like 15 min before the next rp starts... so, lets see how much i can conjure then! :)
well.... wat shall i say now? Haha there are like quite a number of pple here waiting for computer yet i'm like not doing work but typing this, rather than let them do their 'work' i presume.. hehe... Oh well... do i care? Nah!
Hmmm i can't wait for HM to come... Oh man!! Experiencing God in a totally different flow from normal! Praise God!! And....... the best part is.......... my best girlfriend, Xuehui, is coming along with me!! Haha Praise God!! I can just picture how much fun we'll have together there man!!! I was suggesting to her the other day that we should wear the same colour clothes there everyday... haha lets see where that'll go... Oh man!! I'm so so excited!! God is good!!!!
P.S. I so pray i'll have a great time with my new CG there.. And also, my finances!!Trusting God! And i'll have my requests met by Him who loves me dearly!!! Praise God!! More testimonies shall be flooding in... By grace!!!!:) Be in anticipation and hope man!! :)

Praise Jesus!!! He has my life planned in ways too 'awe'ing for me! In this week alone, He has shown me so much.. Numero Unos: Concerning my studies; I had so much trouble initially as to how am i supposed to even start the 2500 word essay, much less finish it.. but, God was so good. He brought forth supernatural help, resources from a professor whom i don't even know personally! Isn't He good? Because of this, i'm able to complete my essay with much more ease and confidence for a relatively good grade. Praise Him!!
Numero Dos: (which is my main topic today)Concerning my family; it was only like 4 days ago where i was actually feeling quite down because i felt rather distanced from my family, especially my daddy cuz he seemed to be so involved with His photog thing that i actually felt quite like neglected.. ok fine i'm spoilt maybe.. but God was so good! On sat, just 2 days after i started feeling that way, we had like a family outing.. (actually only me and me folks la) It was so good.. i'd actually planned to study for my psych test that day.. cuz test's on tue(which is tmr!?!?! and here i am typing away here.. haha... divine favour tmr! Amen!) well awy, ya i'm so soo glad i decided to go with them in the end... we went to the East side... went to eat Kallang Prawn Mee during lunch time, then went Katong roadside famous coffeeshops to snack along.. Ate Tau Kwa Pao for the first time... Quite nice leh... its basically tau kwa with like fishcake,egg etc fillings inside.. a bit like popiah.. dii maak kha... meaning very good in thai! ok then after that we went to parkway parade there... drank avacado milk shake... hmmm the cup that i drank was not very good... Papa's first cup also no good.. Buuttt..... his second cup.......................... Ooooh..... yummy yumm yumm!!! It was so so good! On one hand i felt cheated of my first cup, on another i was thanking God at least i have this few gulps to make up for everything.... tell u ah, a good avacado milkshake.......... just a few mouthfuls is enough to make 'your mouth satisfied with good things'.... Yummyumm!!
Ok i'm digressing haha....... awy, after that we went into the shopping centre... then robinson was having 15% storewide discount! Me and my mummy bought some makeup... Papa bought 2 shirts... hmmm thennn at about 7pm, we crossed over some roads (which i prob won't recognise anymore if i go again) to East Coast Beach.... the sea! the skies! the Breeze! the Sights! WooHooo......... then pa and ma were telling me about some of my childhood times.... how we'd go there to play sand etc... so nice.... :)
After sitting there for like an hr maybe, we walked on to marine cove... Wow!! I didn't noe it was so nice.... haha felt like the place was mine cuz of the affiniity it has with church.. haha.... well we had dinner at a jap eating place there... not bad... :) Hmmm after that we went home......... felt like i just returned fron a short trip....
God is really so good! Just as i felt some feelings of insecurities, He brought me such love and affirmation from my parents just thru a simple outing as such! Praise Jesus...
OMG... there's so much more to write actually... but i shall halt here... gotta go bathe and go back to my books... that's my wkday life for ya.. haha..... But well...... i always get pleasant surprises from God from time to time, spicing up my life here, there, everywhere... Its just like He's always gently telling me of how much He loves me and that He just wants His daughter happy!!! Praise God!!