Haha Hehe Hoho!!! Oh man!! It's Christmas today!!! Hmmm although today, i have no plans AT ALL, oh well i'm still very happy!!! Cuz...... I think God's already so so good to me!!! Any more's really extra extra cream on the cake!! Whoa!!! Haha!
Yesterday, i really had SUCH a blessed Christmas eve!!! BLESSED!!! Went for caroling... So blessed!!! ok haha lucky i already recorded some of the things over on a hand written 'journal' of mine yesterday... so i shan't type it out here as i'm really like lazy haha... hmmm well well well.... it was a very Blessed nite indeed.... Hmmmm really what Xuehui said was so true... worshipping into Christmas was really so much better than going like 10,9,8,7........3,2,1 Merry Christmas!!! Hahaa... I mean like, we just did praise and worship from like 11 plus, then before u noe it, it was 12:15.... Whoa! wat better way to celebrate the birth of Christ then to praise Him and give Him all my heart in worship man!! Woooohoooo... Wow!! Hmmm later all like 10 plus of us went to simpang Bedok to have supper!! Nice nice yummy yummy!!! til almost 4 am... then went home!!
OOhhh and i wana go Israel!!! haha... ok la, on the more spiritual side, i wana go cuz that was where Jesus stepped during His life... Heee... But hmmm, (just to be truthful haha) i was kinda even more bowled over by the amazing sights there! OH man!!! God's creation! Magnificance!!!
Ok hmmmm i gotta go down to NTUC soon to go get the stuff to let papa cook the curry for tmr's party.... woohooo..... looking so forward to it!! Oh man!! there's SO MUCH to say!! Okok... i'll continue soon.... Clifton's like pressing me to go soon la... stupid boy.... Oh well but i still love him so much... haha!! (Clifton's my brother in case anyone who stops by here don't noe... Heehee)

hmmm i make it a point to write my blog everyday if possible... so far so good haha... hmmm that's really just to keep myself in constant knowing of His love for me... Hah Praise God!!
Anw, today was so so fantastic!!! The concert!! and before that the buying of the Christmas prezzies!!! Lets start with the Christmas presents!! Praise God! I went to Tangs just now with me papa and mummy... to try to get Kim Seng's present... and initially i thought like oh dear i dun think i'll be able to get anything for him there... but oh well... then rite, we went to the Christmas corner there just to see of we could get anything nice there... and viola! My papa saw this like snowman figurine... very pretty... and it was selling at a more than reasonable price... damn cheap la in fact... Oh man... haha cuz this is a public blog, i'm not really at the liberty to disclose the price in case any of my recipients see this somehow... haha... but it was a damn good bargain alrite!! Praise God!! And since it came in a set of 4, haha i can give it to 4 different people.... outta whom i think i'll give Kim seng of course, then my dearie Xuehui, and Yvonne and Wanting who are moving up soon... Praise God... Budget to the max man... :)
Then rite, we then proceeded to lucky plaza as mummy was to meet one of her frens, Bessy, for dinner together with us.... haha then i went to watsons as i passed by it... oh man and i bought more presents... small gifts this time... Bought like candy sticks for my ex cg... which i later passed to ujin to give out... hope he did haha and hope it's enough...
i also bought m&m fun packs hoping to give them out to the rest of my current cg on sunday... but later as we were waiting (tediously) for the concert to begin, papa got quite 'mouth itchy' and hence began to take the m&ms to eat... so now i'm left with no gifts for them till he gets me a new packet... haha
Oh well... praise God anw, remember i trusted God for the supernatural supply to come in such that i can buy the gifts? Praise God!! God gave me the supernatural supply by the great bargains i got for all the gifts i got! Praise God!!

Ok lets now talk about the concert... hmmm... at first rite, it was really a major disappointment cuz we were there at 7.30 and instd of my church coming on, this HK singer... can't even remember his name now, came on... He's the guy that sang the song 999 roses leh... I mean, he was ok la... but wats the fight?? Everyone there, being mostly from New Creation, were obviously just pinning for our church band to come on....
Hiyaa and then hor, that guy ah, he sang on for more than 1/2 hr lor... i think got 1 hr in fact.. i was getting so restless already... super boring... Ok and then like.... f.i.n.a.l.l.y.... when he announced that it was his last song... i tell u i was delighted... But..... hiyoh that stupid emcee later asked him for an encore... man i was like hello... why are u assuming things for us? Really. As if we wanted... haha... hiyoh... ok FINALLY, it was over...... and then, this group of children choir came on next to sing some Christmas songs... ok some is really an understatement... MANY... ok la they were kids la so... though it was also very boring.. i guess they're like excused la... but still................................ Oh man... i was just sitting down there thinking like, ey are they coming on or not... Ok la i probably need deliverence in the area of patience haha... but oh well i'm still redeemed and forgiven praise God... Hmmm anw, by then, like quite a no. of pple had left already lor... hiyoi...
FINALLY, at about 8.40 i think... near 9, New CReation Church came on!! OH MAN!!! The. party began! Woohoooo.... every single performance was just awesome man... Tonight it was Glenn and Jamie who were hosting... so cool.... then Jacintha also came on once to sing a song... Wow her voice is really fantastic... i really think it's way cool that my church has like so many celebrities... haha
Ok moving right along... mmmm the show started with the band jamming about 2 songs, then later the choir sang Happy Birthday Jesus... with so much life and flow... Hmmm then Adeline also sang a couple of songs... As usual she was SO GOOD.... Then Ronnie too... i think He's just so talented. Haha the elvis performance, the amazing grace rap, the...... so many kinds of genre, and he did all wonderfully... haha and there was pastor Lawrence... hee hee thought he looked pretty gay during the 'beegees' performance haha... but later that 'born again jovi' performance... man he looked so good!!! Heees as i told my frens, too bad he's married... hahaha
Then ah tan... also very good... Oh and Joan..... man she was so good on the flute... Man!!! Fabulous!!! And she looked awesome too... Angie! She too... Love that dunno wat language song that she and Joy sang... Her voice is power la!!! Hiya, all the singers up there... they had standard alrite. STandard, with a capital S. Wow... Amazing!!! Was just joking around just now that if the Singapore idol judges were there it'd really be no fight man... and there'll hafta be so many winners haha...
Hiya the whole show was just fantastic la.... so much to say.... Deacon Daniel sang too... His voice also nice one sia... never heard him before... haha... and then.... oh coach Louis... as usual... His voice in Chinese... woohooo....
Hiya too bad though that Pastor Prince didn't sing... hiya tot he was gonna sing really... hmmm... oh well.... he was there though... saw him sitting comfortably upstairs... haha.... But oh well... Pearlyn was still JOYOUS!!! Praise God! Oh at the end.... OHHH..... The praise and worship..... Woohooo..... Fantastic... Really. The whole thing, proclaiming the name of Jesus in the midst of the entire Orchard road.... Oh man...... Orchard road people are. blessed!!! We are Blessed!! with a big capital B!! Wooohoooo wooohooo....... So good so good... overflow overflow!!! hee after the whole thing i was like all sticky la... cuz of jumping jumping during the praise and worship time... then later i saw Yvonne and some other people of arts c and a. Haha then Yvonne approached to hug me and i was like, i'm all sticky leh... then she went, me also.... heh then we just don't care lor... HUGz!!! Heehee.... Love me cg man.... love them with the heart of Jesus... hiya but too bad yvonne and wanting are moving up... they're really really dear sisters man... :)
But oh well... i still trust Jesus for lots and lots of favour coming up... and great selections (by Him) of people that continue to come my way and become part of my life... Praise God!! And i truly truly want that glory that shines in me and thru me unto people that i meet every single day of my life.... GLoRy to Him in the most HigH!!! :)
And lastly, woohoooo.... carolling tmr!!! :)

Oh shoots... Actually i'd typed quite a bit for this blog entry already.... But the stupid com shut down halfway so my entry was lost... ok maybe i'd said sthg wrong there haha... oh well... I'm too lazy and sleepy to elaborate much leh... Ok will go with the flow... Hmm bottom line is that i had a fulfilling day today; a very fulfilling holiday in general!! Praise God!!!
Ok... i started the day, in the early afternoon, by going down to school to develop my black and white photos taken the other day... Me, Xuehui and Jennifer went met at the student lounge first... Ok then Jason opened the dark room for us... He was with us a while, then after that Her Tien joined us as Jason went off for a meeting...
Hmmm the whole 'session' was really really funny! We had a lot of 'comic strips' in the making... (hmmm only the 4 of us would understand haha) There were really so many flops haha...
Well well... we were there an entire 4 hrs... about 1240 to 440... my goodness... and altogether i think we only developed ermmm.... can't really remember... just know that it's less than 10... My my... will surely hafta go back again... i had fun though sure thing... haha. and i woulda stayed on if not cuz i had to go orchard to serve for the celebrate Christmas at Orchard thing...
Haha but well well, I had a heaven of a great time too there... Though hmmph i wasn't stationed at new creation concert down there but was sent to do crowd control at the tong building... aka ROLEX building... hmmm little wonder why they wanted people there...
Heehee i managed to go over to my church there to watch a while... and even that little while, man... it was so...oo good... Filled with life! Overflowing! Overflowing!!
Ok my eyes are so tired.... Maybe i shall continue tmr... But welll i just wanna say that..... it's really a tremendous blessing to serve in His kingdom! Praise God!!!

We are the reason that He gave His life,
We are the reason that He suffered and died,
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give,
to show us the reason to live...
He is the reason to LIVE!!!

Praise Jesus! That's one of the songs we're gonna sing for carolling too... yaay! So nice...
Hmmm today i've got a lot of things to say... Hmmm i was supposed to meet E-leen and Xuehui today at 3 at Bugis; then before that i actually went down to Bras Basah Tecman to attempt to get a suitable present for my 'nova' Kim Seng.. It's this Angel Nova thing that Jo suggested, where we were each assigned to one nova, and we're to buy a present for that person... Hmmm... and i got.... a guy... oh man.... Really, Lord, what am i supposed to buy? I walked here and there and everywhere yet i still couldn't figure out wat to buy... Oh man... few more days only leh... Shoots... Ok anw, then later i met up with Eleen first cuz Xuehui was late cuz she had to pack her room... which makes me think hmmm.... m.a.y.b.e its time to pack mine too.... ok fine... It IS time to pack mine... but i'm busy... *excuses excuses* haha
Oh well, Eleen got a present for me... so sweet... i didn't exactly have anything for her... wonder if the bag could count cuz hmmm... i didn't collect money from her?? Oh well... Okok... With man, it's more blessed to give than to receive... haha well well...
Anw, we then shopped around, and she got a present for her weijie and her sister... yeps... then Xuehui came... ok that's so irrelevent... haha... Well as i like to say, there's a reason why this is MY blog haha....
K cutting the story short, later on Xuehui and i parted with Eleen and left for Mackenzie office for carolling practice... Oh before continuing... I hafta mention, that Xuehui got me sthg too... so sweet.... k later i'll take a snapshot of the both their presents and upload haha... oh well i'll just do it now haha... wait... :)
Ok this is Xuehui's one...

Not very clear but well that's the best i could do without a tripod under this kinda lighting hmm..
The next one below is Eleen's present...

Yeps, she said she gave me this cuz i don't own any bag like this... :)

Ya anw yea back to my 'story'... Ok we then went for carolling prac... i wasn't feeling exactly too well so me and xuehui shared a bowl of porridge... Ok from here's the part that i wana talk about more...
Hmmm its where i kinda got upset cuz irene made a not so nice remark to me... something like why my face lidat.. i look like i'm in pain or sthg lidat... that made me like really think.. what's wrong with me?? Man, i tell u, immediately my esteem went down to a near if not total zero... then i began to be very self conscious... thinking like omg what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me.... Shoosh... And also hence why i felt VERY uncomfortable in the room initially... and i actually felt like omg will the whole rm be looking at me? WHAT'S WRONG?? And, my pride really made me not dare to ask anyone if there was anything wrong with my face or sthg... Like oh shit, wat if there's really sthg wrong???
My goodness... How man's self consciousness can bring a person down... Hmmm even till now i still have absolutely no idea why she made that comment... but it certainly did upset me quite a bit... though she probably didn't mean it at all... Hmmm Pearlyn Pearlyn, u're still ever so self conscious... Lord i really need help in this area Lord.. If i'm gonna continue bring so mindful of how people see me, i'm gonna ruin myself Lord... Really, it's so easy to say that my security is in the Lord, and that He's everything and i'm nothing... but seriously, do i really really believe it with all my heart? Answer now is clearly no... But my trust is in the Lord, that's for sure.. and i trust, that this kinda pride in me will soon diminish, and that the only person whose comments i'll care for is Jesus'.. That the rest won't matter... Praise God, i noe that by my own, i'll probably try till the cows come home yet to no avail... But thru Him all things are possible!!!
Oh anw, praise God still, cuz just after a while i got back into ok mode... somehow... and i really enjoyed the session... Praise Jesus... Anw, Lord whatever the comment was about, You correct the possible flaw Lord... :)
Okaes... Heee now i'm happy... praise Jesus...
Hmmm oh dawn brought back a present for everyone from Israel... so nice... communion cup.. heee took a photo of it too haha... it's really great to have a camera handy all the time... though i'll hafta return soon... But well, supernatural favour for a camera of my own!!! Haha.. ok back to the communion cup...... ......

Yeps... so cool rite? the other cg (jason's cg) said that the ribena tasted really bad in the cup that Jason got them cuz like the cup was dirty or sthg... haha... So hmmm i'm wiser than to drink from it haha... :)

Hmmm i just visited some of my ex cg members' blogs... Jia yuan's, Kenneth's, Deborah's... I can really really really see, that God is moving very mightily in this CG... touching all the lives of its members.. I hafta say, that JiaHao really seems to be doing a great job in shepharding all of them... Praise Jesus! Hmmm this makes me sometimes do really feel, like why did i move up so early? Heess... Oh well... But i really do believe, that God has put me in Jo's CG for a purpose in a season as this of my life.. Praise God! And i am having a *heaven* of a great time in this CG too... Praise God again!! Like just yesterday, i really had a gReat time of fellowshipping with them (ok instd of doing duty... but tht's not the point heehee)... Now, it's like... maybe i can say a double portion?? I have my current CG behind me, rooting me on, ANd.... also the darlings of JC West A... and i highlight... DaRLinGs!! Haha they're all younger than me (save for the guys that is).. so ok la it was a wise choice moving up... haha... All of them are really sweethearts... and i really rejoice with them upon seeing God work so mightily in each of their lives... :) And i'm really heartened upon reading their blog entries, revealing more and more of His goodness with each entry... :)
The only girl that i'm not familiar with is perhaps Melody... but i believe that she's also a mighty woman in His kingdom.. :) But the other girls, JiaYuan, Jac, Yinshan, Deborah, Lydia, they are sweeties!!! Pleasure's all mine in having them as sisters in Christ...
You noe wat, i just feel like showering all of them, (ex cg, current cg, precious dear xuehui, eleen, deborah etc etc etc... all my lovely lovely sisters and, some brothers) with the blessings of God this Christmas... with presents for each of them... But hmm for now i lack the cash... But, i shall be waiting patiently as He acts as my source once more for this season of giving... Praise God...

hmmm today... wat shall i say? Christmas floats at orchard... high expectancy... high disappointment.... hiya... wat shall i say? mmm... great time of fellowship though... Praise God! hmmm... i just felt that the organisiing committee didn't do too great a job in the planning la.... but oh well, they put in a lot la... and oh well.... there shall be no condemnation unto him who believes in Christ Jesus... So i shan't say anything more to put anyone down... And, it's service unto the Lord!! Haha tho i really felt very unused... (even ended up playing the bottle game... hmmm) Anyways, i noe for sure our own church concert on 22nd will definitely be much better la! Amen!!! Haha looking forward!!!
Hmmm praise God for water!!! Praise God that He made water for me to bathe in.... shiok man... after an entire day of stickiness...
Oh btw, i saw Sharon Aw, Joanne Peh, Ng Hui, Carol Lin, Berlinda dono wat, Alan woo etc just now at cineleisure... they were filming some pro chinese variety show i believe... then it was so funny, cuz they started to get pple from the audience to participate along, and we were so scared they'll approach us... which praise God they didn't in the end... :)
Hiya anw that's not the bottom line... Bottom Line is, Sharon Aw and the other girls were all quite pretty... and Alan Woo i feel don't exactly look that good la... contrary to wat others might say.... but oh well there's a reason why this is MY blog... haha :)

love the water droplets... :)

dunno wat flower this is... messy flower la... haha

another spider lily...

spider lily.... where i got bitten by like so many mosquitos... Thank God for kailun's insect repellent later on... really helped!!!

another yellow flower...

yellow flower...

look at this... so cute rite? Haha... i actually asked her 'can i take a photo of u?' at first she said no... then i said 'pleeaase' and she was like 'ok' and she went 'cheese' haha... so cute and sweet!!

oh man... today's trip to mt faber.... sucked.... for me la that is..... TOTALLY no inspiration to take pictures... darn... the pics taken were like.... shit la.... i only liked a very few of them, which i'm gonna post here.... as long as that flickr gets them uploaded.... so tortoise slow... ah finally!!
oh well... the place is pretty nice tho... nice ambience... good place for *romanticism* (word created by yours sincerely) or just to chill out with a group of friends... :)
But..... to get there, in the first place, (if u have no car) takes like quite a bit of walking... tho sure doesn't beat Bukit timah hill.... yeps... but couples, it's sure worth it... haha... night looks great too.... ambience changes, again. Hmmm but we were kinda chased away by the ppl there by... "would u like to drink anything?" or sthg.... Like.... *Hint hint!?!* Haha... that's where we packed up... haha... On the way down the hill the weather was so good... so cooling... and then me and xuehui began to sing a bit of nursery rhymes... 3 blind mice, hickery dickery dock, humpty dumpty etc etc... hees..... then rite, later as we both were like happily whistling, that Eng Hong happily just took a shot of us, whistling... how unglam is that? Oh well... tot it wasn't THat bad la.. but Xuehui was like gonna kill him la... haha... Btw, his shots are fantastic too.... oh man, all of them.... Hmm i insist it's the camera haha... tho Kailun (dau hway) was like 'don't blame it on the camera' haha...
Then later on, we took a bus to harbour front the hawker centre there... i ate char kway teow (long long queue)... but it was quite nice la... oh and........ pastor prince fav teh tarik store... hmmm yumyum!! Tho i kinda enjoy the kuantan one more... haha...
Heehee then me and kailun and some of the others started to talk about all the nice nice food places... woohoo.... really shld go visit all of them as a group one day... yums!! :)
Heeess.... rweally love love all of them... Jennifer too... sweetie... she really resembles one of my aunties leh... haha weird thing is, a few other pple also told her she resembles someone they noe... and she was quite freaked out.... heee... hmmm common face?? Hmmmm.... :)
Oh well.... OMG i'm getting sleepy..... hmmm ok i shall end.... looking forward to tmr... in helping out with Christmas at Orchard.... Praise God!!