hmmm... ok now... i've just returned, not too long ago, from cg.... which was good as usual, only that i seemed to have been 'evening' dreaming a lot of time.... hmmm... oh well.... haha no condemnation.... but true indeed, my faith in just going for cg made me well... wasn't feeling too good initially, +the fact that i wanted to watch the 7pm show last episode, +it was drizzling and threatening to really rain = all the reason not to go rite? haha... but well, i just knew that each time i go, God meets me in His special way.... so, "all the reason not to go" does not beat "ALL the reason to go for God" heh. Oh well... hmmm... ok i noe i'm so indecisive... ya noe, if anyone'd just ask me like a week ago, i'd still have very gladly said that i am so ready to bless... but, well.... over the week, hahaha... i realise that for nxt month... i want to use the money to do some other things... so, hmmm.... reconsidering....
Oh well, hmmm... today rite, i was 'persecuted' by someone.... for the first time.... ever... in fact... and the most unbelievable part is, that the person who did so, is from my own cg... and he said... sthg like, 'pray, pray, pray, u everything also pray. can u don't pray one time or not?' Whoa! that came so unexpectedly la... like hello, of all people, a fellow believer?? so that's how u feel when u're persecuted huh!? oh well, it didn't exactly hit me real hard, praise GOd... cuz like i'm not close frens or wat with him... wah i really can't imagine how some of my darlings take it when they are persecuted by their close ones.... Sigh.... Anyways, yea, this person..... well xuehui if u're reading this u'd probably noe who i'm referring to... hmmm.... sometimes i question, why does he bother attending cg when like he just refuses to want to go by the supernatural... sigh sigh.... ok Pearlyn, snap outta it.... it's not even ur problem! well i guess i'm just a bit dui la... but oh well... Luckily GOd does all the loving and transforming of people... If i am God, haha i'll probably like just move on to the nxt person... hahaha...
Oh well, moving rite along, well, i sat for me first paper this morning... Praise Jesus.... it was quite ok... at least in my perception.... Well, my grades are secure in His hands!! not mine... praise GOd!!

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Ok tell me about boredom. and UNstudying when i oughta. Anyway, i chanced on this. u can go check it out.. :)

ok.... tmr is my first paper. Sociology. Oh man... i just wish all my exams are like tmr or sthg... so that it'll all end sooner.... this is quite funny. I am so not stressed. so no sense of urgency of any sort. Feel trapped in my body now... My spirit just wants to jump, run out of this body, to soar to other heights to do other things i want to do. Yet, missie Pearlyn is confined to her body, that warns her that she ought not get out of the house at such times, and that she really oughta stay home and study, STUDY. Yawns... Me is so bored with studying. Comeon. No practice papers. What am i supposed to do? Keep reading the same thing o'er and o'er again? not so. Anyway, it's really not as if reading through the material 10 more times would give me great new insights about the subject in question. Wake up. Yawns.

Duh. honestly, what is life? the fragility of it. A person is, a day, and the next is no more. like i went to my neighbour's funeral last nite. Praise God. i noe that he's confirm in heaven with Jesus, with my Father. from that peace and serenity that he looked so yesterday. there was no doubt at all. absolutely. Well, ok that bids great news -- but far from my point; which questions the fragility of life. My neighbour was cremated early this afternoon. What was even till yesterday is no longer. Total eradication from the face of this Earth. How temporal. I pondered over, and well it dawned on me. All things temporal have expiration dates. And, well in its paradoxical humour, simply put, the body had just expired.

See, so what's the point in life then, in striving for what is today and may no longer be tmr? As for me, i'd rather establish myself in that which speaks of eternity. My Abba Daddy and His Kingdom.

ahhh alas, the long awaited and fearful thai 2 oral exam is passe! GOd shall grant me all the favour in every single area! Always, i thank GOd that He gives me an outlet and opportunity to speak to Him, to pray to Him. You noe many times, i hear people telling me that i oughta praise more, pray less. True. Nonetheless, there IS still a certain power in prayer. A time of communion with the Lord, where He just lets me noe how ever present He is with me, in my life. Praise God indeed. It is prayer, that makes me just forget the anxiety, the butterflies in my stomach, and go all out to do what i oughta do. Praise God!
Hmmm i've been wanting to blog a while already. Been so busy studying for the coming exams, so much that it is indeed a luxury to blog. Well before i go on with anything else, just'd like to comment on the NKF program yesterday. u noe, i think ever since i became His, it seems that i've really become a more sensitive and apethetic person. Like when i saw the sorrowful plight of the NKF victims, my heart just reached out to them. It is indeed a curse, more so from the fact that it seems that when one member goes down, other members go along as well. Praise Jesus that He has redeemed us from the curse of the law, and that with long life He shall SATISFY us, and show us His SALVATION (Sozo: fullness, saved from every area of lack)!! Praise GOd, that as for me and my family, we're gonna be safe, amidst the more and more bad news binding the world's atmosphere. Praise GOd!
Hmmm last Thurs = my last day of sem 2! this sem has seemeth to have come and gone so fast. So so fast. Lord i place my results all in Your hands Lord. For You've brought me thus far, and You'll bring me thru! haha and a great temp job! It awaiteths. Amen!