ahaha... whenever the bunch of us do arrange to meet up, arrows and darts fly like nobody's business... especially with the presence of my dear beloved bro - which I won't care to mention who.

but, in the midst of it.... i realise that i still like it......

What nostalgia... even the very reminisce of the ongoing almost lethal darts and arrows then... brings me pleasant... very pleasant memories...

If nothing had changed since then, would things have turned out very differently from the way things are now?

Well I can't conclude... naturally... all I can say, is that even though life has steered in directions unbeknown to me, yet i do thank God that at least there is still this avenue where the beloveds do meet up.

Never have I found any friendship as tight as that which once was, even though years have passed. My prayer is that amidst new steering in directions, one of the paths God will land me in would be that whereby I find...... something similar to what I once had? Or would that really be best for me? Nope... something even better than what I once had!

Oh well, yea, wherever He leads me then I suppose. For the paths of the righteous shines brighter and brighter into the coming day.

i'm free.

suddenly free.

it's like suddenly screeching to a halt after months and months of going.

the feeling is...... kinda weird really. kinda disorienting.

and..... suddenly it dawns on me that I'm going to revert back to a normal... very normal lifestyle.

oh well......

well............. in any case, i'm going to EUROPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Plan plan plan!!!! Exciting.......................!!!!!!!!!

Yaaayyyy!!!!!!