waltzing through the meadows and pretties of life.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Help
Why is it that very often it is the psychology majors who end up with all kinds of mental disorders? How true is the statement in the first place? I wonder.
But today in the video clip it seemed that there were I think 2 or 3 patients who were psych majors.
Hmmm I wonder if it’s due to the greater awareness of things especially toward themselves and maybe worsened by a futile attempt to try to rectify the problem by themselves. As I told XueHui just now, sometimes not knowing might be bliss.
OH God, am I doing the right thing in choosing this subject as my major? Apart from the fact that there’s nothing else for me to do. Lord I really really enjoy doing this, and by ur grace I am scoring quite well. But is this really a good course for me? Or am I going to end up with more depression or something? I am so weary Lord. So weary. I know I won’t lose focus so long as I don’t lose focus on you. But even that, is hard for me. Sometimes things just get so out of hand that I have no clue what to do, and having faith is the last thing I can conjure. But Lord, I’m also aware that it’s not by my works at all Lord, but by your grace and Holy Spirit. LORD HELP ME!!!


Sunday, November 07, 2004
A friend sent this to me.. Nice
When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'" I'm whispering "I was lost", Now I'm found and forgiven. When I say..."I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need CHRIST to be my guide. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm not professing that I'm weak and need HIS strength to carry on. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, God believes I am worth it. When I say..."I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain, I have my share of heartches So I call upon His name. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, somehow