waltzing through the meadows and pretties of life.
Friday, July 01, 2005
blessed blessed day with the babes today... rox grew taller!!! zy looks prettier, jing has an accent! laura and balo... not much diff... duh... they're still always in Singapore... haha... well well... still feels so much the same... the good ol' AC times! the times where i liked Pearlyn. My character then... not that i don't like mine now la... in fact i love it now... haha... but in terms of some certain things... well i'm just no longer the Pearlyn i thought i once knew... dunno if that's a good thing... oh well... only i will know what i'm referring to haha...
it's like, in the hols, i'm just so blessed... so... happening... but... sigh... when school starts, i just have this inherent fear, that all will be taken from me... lyk, i noe i shouldn't feel that la... lyk Christ has given me and life of fulfillment, blessing etc... but... well well.... i cast this care to Him la! :)
Hmmm i was at bs just now... sang this song "You are so beautiful, to me..." really touched my heart... like really, all that i ever want and so desire... all of it is found in Him... it's what noone else can fulfill... really blessed me... heehee... :)


Thursday, June 30, 2005
Hahaha.... well well... at least my hair is one color now... haha... just got it dyed... by my wonderful papa... and like... i don't exactly see a very prominent color change? haha... well well... ahh nvm...
today, i spent such a great time with pa... finally he didn't have night class today... so like could spend the entire day with me!!! yaaay!! we went to so several places... starting from town, ending at mustafa... so blessed... really, to have my dearest papa as... my dearest papa... haha...
hmmm... thru just now, amidst the blessedness, i just suddenly pondered over my character and papa's character... how it really differs so so much.... like, the life that we lead... or would love to lead... it's just so different... like... the circle of people we mix with... so different... he... as i always say... is complicated... and me... i'm very simple... haha... yea... it's like... if we're not like father and daughter rite, it's hard to imagine that two people as different as us could become best pals! It's like... hmmm.... the sun meeting the moon? haha...
But......... well well well.... what do u noe? He's like my best-est friend in the whole wide world now... and i'm his best-est friend too.... heeeee..... like... our relationship, it's not hindered by our social life... our circle of frens... our every difference... it's just AMAZING! I'm just so blessed to have my daddy... :)


Tuesday, June 28, 2005
great... i'm like down with this stupid cold... that made me unable to go for the chalet... but.... after hearing from jason that it was like not so great afterall, well haha i'm feeling better already alrite... haha... well was watching spy kids on tv just now... (to keep me distracted... helpful!) was kinda real cool i thought... haha... my kiddish instincts... oh did i forget to say, that i was so delighted when i was watching sesame street just now? like after so many yrs, it's still the same!!! haha... nostalgia nostalgia!
Hmmm i was basically like stuck at home the entire day today... me, my computer, my bed, and my tv... of course my marvelous family came home.... Later.... so like most of the day was really just me me me... haha...
ohh well much as i'd want to continue about my time at home today, i really think i need to go get sleep now...
so..... tata....


Sunday, June 26, 2005
i saw dearie Allinda today!!! Yaay!!! ya noe i really really really love her smile!!!!!! YAaY!!! what a good start to my day!!! although prior to that i kinda got lost... but well that's another thing altogether.... haha... YAAY!!!