hmmm Lord, Father You are indeed almighty... Far greater than what i could even think or imagine! Lord, i thank You... that favour belongs to me and my family tmr... Your glory shall shine thru our circumstances!! That they who are of the world shall know beyond a shadow over doubt that my family shines forth Your glory!!! For they'll be amazed and envious of our conternance! Lord, though i kinda feel bad saying this, i still wanna say, that if possible i wouldn't even go tmr!! all the social hypocrisies!! Argghhh... persecution... who in the world are they to persecute my family in such a way? By what kinda authority do they do this! where in the world were they when my family needed help?!?! Hypocrites!!!! aRGGHH!!! ok cool down... cool down... haha... Pearlyn needs supernatural outpouring of love for my extended family from You Lord!! Keke...
Lets just go to speaking of sthg good instead... hmmm... i just wanna say, that i'm just so blessed to have Jesus... in my hurts, in my uncertainty, in my self condemnation, He lifts me up, above every inch every foot... and i'm made above and not beneath... above all of my cicumstances hallelujah... hmmm i got a lot to say from today... but well i gtg soon... Well, God is just faithful la! met my darlings for lunch today, met darling yinn after bs... these are the people who make my life beautiful! learnt sthg from Jo too... "honour men of God for the anointings He has placed in each of their lives!" How true...
hmmm, then also oh kinda made a new friend today... Shane... ok that's a girl's name.. weird eh? hmmm.. yea think she's a really really nice girl... Kinda admire her... for her character, for her capability... (hmmm.. wish there are people out there who are saying the same about me... oh well my Potter is still in the process of building my character more and more... so, it shall be from glory to glory... till i myself don't realise...) Anyways, praise God for bringing nice people into my life! OKaes... gtg... tmr! Econs test! Thai writing test! i'm gonna do well, in Jesus name! Amen!

what happens rite, when one falls, falls badly, at least to her own perception, and like still theoretically knows that she can get rite back up and continue with life, life in God's hands? How much faith must she muster... how it is in deed harder than what it is, spoken... Oh Lord, i've fallen. i've slacked... how my heart burdens, as i keep telling myself that i can still stand back up... with all doubt that i really can... Lord, simply because of Your goodness, simply because You are God almighty, greater than anything else in the whole wide world, more loving than love itself in it's connotation, hence Lord, Your daughter, Your darling princess calls for help... thank You Lord, that u help me tide through this. Help me with my drive, my determination and my wisdom in all respect... Help me help myself... In my own little narrow heart, i'm sinking... yet in You, all Victory is mine... Lord i thank You, that i am in the world, but not of the world!!! And Lord, this shall be to Your testimony... that i will overcome this. For You Have Overcome the World!!! Turn this around 360 degrees!!! Amen!!! Thank You Jesus!!!!!

OMG!!! Lord, You are awesome!!! when did the change come? whoa all of a sudden i just feel so uplifted!!! ALL OF A SUDDEN!!! Praise You Jesus!!!!!

round and round a mulberry bush, where does it stop, nobody knows... hmmm... ok this sucks... i absolutely dislike this... Lord make me see more and more of You and You alone Lord!!!
Always wandering, wondering... when will it come, when will i know... argghhh... sometimes i wonder, why is it, that it is more often nowadays? why is it, that what i've managed to survive so long without now just seeks to want to enter my life again... argghhh... one part of me so do not want it, but another part just screams for it to return... what contradiction...
i thank God however, for all the wonderful other sources of support in my life... everything i ever desired, You've so brought into my life... so much... so much in abundance... and much more will come! so glorious, so mighty!! Amen!!!!!

ahhhhh!!!!!! i'm so delighted!!!! Lord it must be You!!!! IT MUST BE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHHOOAAA............................ Lord, whoa pa really does not know, what the words he just said means to me!!!!!!!!!!! WHoAAAA!!!! Thank You Jesus, that You restore my family to such an extent!!!!! I never ever ever imagined, that it will come this day, where there'd really be true renewed love between my parents... Lord, what pa just said before he left the house just now, that he's decided not to go abroad cuz he'd really miss mummy, it really touched my heart... so much!!! I never imagined that i'd live to hear such words from his mouth!! Oh Lord!!! You are so good!!! As i type this i weep... weep in tears of joy, tears of awe!!! OHHHHH!!!!! i mean, like recently, it's just been so wonderful... Pa has been just quietly complementing mummy in front of me, and like that day when mummy was serving, he was just commenting to me that mummy was so beautiful... I was like..... awwwwwwwww (to the power of infinity) in my heart... Lord... it is indeed You Lord... to bring Papa from a state of total no love to that of a glorious restoration!!! Praise Jesus!!!!

ok i give up... writing in thai, i can only express this much... so, i'm gonna just stick to english... hmmm i realise, i'm indeed quite a blog addict now... like if i don't say sthg, i feel so bottled up... hence.... haha...
I absolutely absolutely love love love church!!!! the msg today was so good... i loved it... Praise Jesus............ it's only when i know i'm in the Beloved that i know that victory is mine!!! I can love, only because He first loved!!! overfloW OveRflow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love love love!!!!!!!!!!!
Eph1:6, Matt3:17, Matt17:1-8
Hallelujah... the love of God, surpassing all understanding!!!!! Touched!!! Loved!!!!!
Seeing His grace, being all about seeing His love for me... not mine for Him!!!!

How much more You give to me, How much more Your love for me, How much more Your heart calls out to me, just because You love me!!!!!!!!!!

chan ca chay phasaa thay kian entry nii... chan mii kuan sup maak... chan rak church chan maak maak! ko rak pastor prince maak!! wannii msg pastor prince dii kwaa msg wan pharuhat.. haha khoo thoot.. chan day phasaa thay nit noy thawnan therefore kian waa may dii, may keng.. tee, may pen ray... Jesus chan rak chan ye maak!!! dii leew... chan may tong thaam waa aray leew... chan mii rak khaw phoo leew... chan pen khon Jesus Beloved!!! phoo leew!!! may mii aray book leew!!! tonglong na kha.. chan may ruu waa kian aray leew... phro vocab limited kha!! haha... kian kan wan iik na!!! :)

great.... this is absolutely perfect......... i typed and typed and typed.......... and my entry is lost..... hate it when this happens........... arggh................ forget it...... i'm not gonna retype everything...... i was just talking about how glorious kaili's wedding was and how it is just THE best i've been to... like how every ceremony meant something scriptural....... and how like thru this i realise how wonderful and important it would be to get a partner from my church...... just different la... whoaaaaa!!! hmmmm...... i'm just gonna end this here therefore................ with what pastor shared just now.............. which i feel speaks so much!!!




Marriage, is not about finding out the love ur partner has for you more and more....... but it is about finding out the love Christ has for u more and more..........

whoa..... like thru the man who loves me, thru all our joys, and also thru all the circumstances which He takes us step by step to victory.... Praise Jesus!!!!