hmmm... there's so much i want to say... today, i made a decision. a big decision, in my own view. that is... to join ambassadors in campus. whoa.. seriously, God, not me but You... Love wat Rachel said, it's when u step out of your comfort zone that u learn the most.. and, the fact that i'm taking this step is really faith. Like, if i join finance, i really think there's no faith to speak of... cuz in the natural, i think i can do it... but for ambs, i really don't think that by my own, i can do it... And, faith pleases God!!! i noe He will surely flourish me... and thru this, it'll be also a step where i break free from that which i'm breaking free from... Praise God... And, the ultimate confirmation came thru pa and ma... when they showed that they were proud that i was joining ambs... really.. Praise God... If i fall, i fall in Christ... :) Also love wat Jo said, which was later also confirmed by deacon... if i perish, i perish... I'm just gonna take this step... in the knowing, that i am in Christ... and He will not let me perish... I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord!!! Ps118:17. Amen!! wow this is such a revelation... i always thought that this verse only applies to sick ppl who needs healing... Oh man... thank you Lord... It's all gonna be to His glory!!! Character Building... Lord, i believe that You'll build my character according to Your good works... Praise God!!

appraisal, reappraisal. reappraisal, appraisal. wow... i feel now, that really, upon making this decision, i really feel liberated. why should i avoid? why shld i not approach people? Why shld i fear? Especially so with God's help, Him by my side... Lord help me!!! Help me love... Perfect love casts out fear. 1John4:18!!! Yaay!!!

ok... i'm gonna keep this short... seriously... i noe i haven't been so regular with blogging... but like... oh man!!! there's gonna be mid terms soon... (like hello, i don't even feel that my term's started and now u're telling me my mid terms are coming???) yea anyways, i just wana write this entry for the sole purpose of saying, that i really really really love going to church! i don't even mind going to church every single day... cuz it really refreshes me so so much!!! from like everyday wearies, failures etc...
like today, i went for my nursery meeting at 6th flr overflow... and like, even though deacon didn't preach much or anything, i still felt very refreshed... probably much due to the fact that i was in the assembly of God's people... whoa... it's just... so different from elsewhere.... Life, and life more abundantly!!!
ok... that's my entry... haha... i shall go back to studying... or sleeping... one of it la... haha