arrggghhhh... the weather!!!! Hate it..... arrrgggghhhhh.....

Praise God! alas, the dreaded stats paper's over... i mean like, it was really a hard paper... but oh well, i have 2 consolations.... numero unos: that since it's a hard paper, if everyone buang together, then they'll HAVE TO moderate it!! haha... numero dos: more importantly, I have God!!! and my future is so not dependent on some stupid stats paper.... haha... :D U noe last nite, i had a revelation... some kind of la... at least to me... ya... anw, i felt very blessed by it la... see rite, the bible says, that Jesus abides in us and we in Him rite? that means He's inside us la rite? And the bible also says that Jesus is in our midst rite? that'd mean that He's beside us too la rite? i.e. Jesus is inside us, and all around us outside... so means, there's nowhere at all where He can't be found... And, God gave us His breath of life... Jesus came to give life and life more abundantly! i.e. God gave us His breath of Jesus... and like even what we breathe, there's Jesus inside.... whoa... haha... dunno if it makes sense la! But it did bless ME and that's all that matters! haha... Ok anw, well since Jesus is everywhere all around me, i am surely Blessed! and He definitely can hear my prayers... u noe, sometimes it seems that God is so far... and like sometimes it comes to a point where i start questioning... like hello God, did u take leave or sthg? How come i totally don't see You working in my life... Or like, why's this happening? why's that not happening? But then rite, nomatter what, He is still there... and all we need to do, is be still, and know He's God! So it's like, i was really asking myself just now... why does the bible say that we gotta labour into His rest? So paradoxical rite? But then that is true... when everything seem to go wrong, that is the hardest time to really just rest in Him and know that everything will turn out victorious eventually... yet, that is exactly what He wants us His little children to do! Oh well, the things of God.... are so different from the ways of man! Lord i just want more and more of You!

life. so fragile... just wanna use all the time i have here to really treasure and cherish those around me... especially my closest ones... life is just too precious to waste it on pursuing goals and stuff... i mean, those are good and everything la... but that really ought not be priority... i'd really rather spend time, quality time, with my family and all, then spend the same time doing... ermm... things that do not edify... Oh well... hmmm, guess these few days, i've really become somewhat bothered by the bad news and all going on around me... hmmm, gotta snap out of it la...

hmmm, i'm in a very weary mood now... honestly, it's quite sucky... no mood to study, no mood to do anything, so just figured that i should just type type type here, and make myself feel better... hopefully... Lord, i noe that You are so good in my life. And You have come through for so many things that i'd gone thru... yet Lord, this matter, it just pains my heart... Like many many stabs... Each time i see him go thru pain or uneasiness, i feel a deep stab... over and over again... You've come thru so much for him, and each time You've brought him out of the pain... but, why can't it be more permanant? why is it, that one turmoil comes after another? Lord, You are God who heals, God almighty who has promised that You will satisfy Your people with long life! Lord show Your manifestation Lord... I am so weary... to a point it feels like there's a time bomb in my life, that i just have no idea when it might explode. Where every colour will be no more... my life will be pointless, hopeless, meaningless. Lord, You know what holds my life now...
Lord, i thank you Lord, that YOU will save me from destruction! And no weapon formed against me and my loved ones shall prosper!! My future is as bright as YOur promises!

yesterday, whilst i was at mustafa, i saw this... it was SO PRETTY... (prettier in real life i think)... Ooo just made me so attracted to it! heehee.... Daddy Daddy i want an ipod mini pink!!! Can You give this to Your most beloved daughter? Thank You Abba!! ;p 

Haha just got back from my beloved church... today we had a guest speaker... Rev Kenneth Hagin Jr... The msg was very very good, and simple... (though i kinda dozed off here and there haha... can't blame me k? try taking care of lil kiddies for 4 hrs straight and see... hahaha) anyways, the msg was titled, "my future is as bright as the promises of God!" Indeed, amidst so much uncertainty in these last days, i need not worry, cuz my certainty is in God! I don't know what holds tmr, but i know WHO holds it! Praise God!!!

Anyways, just now, whilst serving, hmmm i met Jessamine's twin sister, Kimberly. hmmm actually i don't noe one, then she saw me n asked me if i'm Pearlyn... got a shock... haha... said Jess mentioned me to her before... probably recognised me from a photo la... haha.... hmmm, noe what, both of them don't look alike, at all la! hahaha... anyways, i believe that God let us noe each other for a reason! And, i'm just in so much anticipation in how He's gonna work in His wonderful ways ONCE AGAIN!! Praise GOD!!!!

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