i'm so blessed. repeatedly i say this. But it is so true. No specific reason, simply cuz my Jesus loves me. hmmm just now i had a good time with my cg + youhe + james. It was quite funny cuz somewhere along the way we started talking about our chinese names, and then it drifted to speaking hokkien and stuff. There began my 'rubbishy crappy debate' with kimseng. Honestly, many times i marvel at how much crap i can conjure. Days back, i really sat down to reflect. And i really realised how much i've changed from before. This which i'm gonna say, is not a very good change, it appears to me. Last time, i was never, or at least i don't remember being, so noisy and full of crap. It's now sthg that is at the back of me bothering me, but well i'm not, or rather, can't do anything much about it. Sob! What happened to me?!
haha. But oh well! I am transformed according to His image from glory to glory. So, although in this aspect i don't feel so at all, in faith i believe la. Well at least i'm no longer that insecure Pearlyn that i was anymore. So in that way it is good la. hehe. Hmmm... maybe cuz i'm not so insecure anymore that i'm secure with being crappy Pearlyn? Ok am i lost or wat? haha.
Anyways, i noticed, that in the entire span of time that we were fellowshipping, i blushed quite a no. of times. I sure hope that they didn't really notice it, haha. U noe, in the past i used to be SO uncomfortable with the fact that i blushed easily. SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE. But, really i slowly learned, that ah well since i can't do anything about it, i shall just be comfortable with myself and accept that i do blush easily. No point trying to change sthg that i can't rite?
Anyways, i really oughta start on some readings already. It ain't nice if it starts piling up. Shall start tmr! yep!
Oh, Hengtin was suggesting going jb again soon, which i totally support! JB was so fun. The makan fellowship was really really awesome! I wanna go there to watch movie! 10 ringgit!! Like, how cheap is it?!
Oh i love my life. Honestly i do. When pastor Mark was doing the communion just now, i teared. Cuz what he shared about his life last time so reminded me of my family's life in the past. And there and then i was just so awed by how good He has been to this family, how transformed this family is now, and how i saw that even as we weren't saved yet, He was already keeping us, preparing us for His Kingdom. Praise Jesus.
Alrite, me is done with this entry. :D