i feel that i'm in the middle of a season now, where i don't noe what lies ahead of me... i noe things are gonna be good... only that i'm in anxious anticipation of it...... hmmmmm...... am i contradicting myself? hmmmm...... wateva.

my blog, a journal of my life. a life that God has so wonderfully and fearfully created. every life He creates, tells a story; a unique story of its own. Pictures, so beautifully painted, with the myriad of colours on the palette; the magnificent colours the Artist so chooses. He looks into the palette, then carefully blends each colour to give its own uniqueness, and character, to paint glorious pictures specially for each particular season, each particular chapter of the book. As He delighteths, He painteths. Each picture is different; all in different genres. Yet, all are perfect and spotless in His eyes. Every onlooker lookeths and sees. Not all love His pieces; not all are appreciative. For they are blinded by other affairs of the world. As they take a little breather and sit to observe each and every piece of work, every single story, such beauty unfolds. Every story, through the countless turning of events, it all rounds up telling the story of the Artist Himself. Every story, encompasses such glory and magnificence, that the reader can only see upon completion of the book. Such, is the glory of the Lord.

Ok anyway, i just wanna say, that my life, it's so... hmmm... whoa... i also dunno what to say about it... I just see so much of His brush strokes on me, on my story. It's such that i can't even start explaining it. For the magnificence, it's awesome. So breathtaking. Which only i can appreciate it to the fullest. I'm just waiting waiting... for the Lord to unveil more of His works to me... Whoa.... :)

in times of boredom, this is what i do... haha... oh did i mention get into the Word? SO Blessed!!!

ya noe, i was SO tempted to say "good afternn yellow pages" so many times... like, i had to stop short and change to "good afternn volvo east asia" haha lucky i nv made the mistake out aloud... haha

i do look like a receptionist... rite? haha... so so so much favour to an extent i can't believe, Lord!! Praise Jesus!

with style, at the volvo reception counter... being bored to an extent that i took out my phone to 'capture moments' haha

helloooosssss.... i'm back.... and i'm a happy Pearlyn once again... ya noe, i got my thoughts straightened out last nite... after being bitter for like 2 days... i figured, that, " having a lot of money is so very very very very important, but having my daddy dearest by my side always is sthg which is priceless" and like, i really feel as if i'm the richest girl around now... like, really i have the most precious thing with me now... the treasure of treasures... my beloved papa... :D
and though like such a good pay raise would be able to satiate all my material needs and wants, i noe that it's just gonna keep me happy for a while... for i won't be happy if my daddy isn't around to share the joy with me... and so, the sacrifice of time for money.... nah.... God does have better plans! and so, it did turn out a testimony afterall... after how i questioned so much... in that 2 bitter days, about what testimony can such a thing bode.... but, GOD is GOOD!
Ooohhh... and..... haha i wish i could be a receptionist longer... it's not so tough afterall... really erased my fear of being a receptionist.... oohhh... I Love my life... GOD is GOOD! :D

Alrite. God does have better plans for me. For He knows the plans He has for me, plans to prosper me not to harm me, to give me a hope and a future. The Life He has brought is an abundant life! I refuse to believe that this door which is open is gonna be shut in my face. because for sure He has better plans for me and my family! And He does not lie! AMEN!!

i, am at a lost for words. really. i don't noe what to say. what to make out of this. sthg so close, yet is now so far. weary, dreary are the days of the past. the days of living from end to end. a chance to end it all. to double my restoration. yet, a chance given up, a choice not made. sigh. how my heart aches. like a knife that's stabbed thru it. ouch. yet i could do nothing. it's not a matter of my choice. sigh.
well, maybe God has a better plan la. sigh. can't help it. sorry.

praise Jesus.... i had a great time with my cg today.. o'er dinner... somewhat... haha for me la that is... we went to delifrance bistro at suntec basement... had such a great time... especially when xuehui was fooling tat hwan... haha... then it just got more and more out of point... it's like rite, i really love my church frens... like really... i love my cg... like can i emphasize further? haha... hmmm as jac said, cg's like family.... praise God! oohh... of course.... i love the babes from jc west a too la.... need i even start? haha... well the guys there... hmmm... don't really noe them that well la... but ya... ppl like jac, yinshan, jia.... u gals rock! heeheee...
hmmm well, i saw joshua Lee at campus just now... hmmm quite shocked... but well... Praise God la! :)
hahaha... ya noe what, i think i'm really maturing in the Lord... praise Jesus! like just now, when i was held up by the stupid road block... i managed to get out of the frustration very easily... like under normal circumstances, i'd be VERY frustrated... esp since i was already late to begin with... but really, praise Jesus... after that very brief moment of frustration, i just began to praise Him there and then... and like it really dawned on me that it's not my circumstances that shows how much He loves me... but it's just simply by His finished work on the cross... that is the basis of His love for me... and i just remained so much in His joy... :) whoa... then later on in the svs, deacon said exactly that! which like so confirmed the word! Praise God!
Oohh... i'm gonna be holding communion nxt cg... alamak... john la... sabo... ah well... i'm SURE God will give me abundant grace to be able to lead it well! Amen! :)