Yaay!!! A while more, and i'll be on my way to malaysia... woohoo i'm going there to meet God! in such a very special way!!! Oh man.... my spirit is EXCiTED mAn!!! About the only thing that i'll miss around here is my parents and my family! But well Jesus will take care of them whilst i'm away.. one thing about my saviour is that, He's not only by my side, but also by the sides of all the close and dear ones to me and around me!! Praise God!!
As Jo said, it takes faith to go forth, and expect God to be there in a special way. I believe, and i receive!! Whoa!!!
Haha... OMG OMG OMG!!! !!! !!! I'm so blessed.
Actually there are many hidden concerns in me, but i refuse to be bugged by these things, and i'm going all OUT to EXpERieNCE GOD!!! HAH!!!!
SO BLESSED!!!

Hmmm thru today i got to noe Xuehui's supposed CGL Yimei. Somehow i feel that she's a really nice person.. so i'm actually contemplating whether or not i should tell Xuehui to go join Science CG for camp.. Oh well i'll just see where God leads me.. :)
One thing about this ministry, is that i really see Jesus shining forth thru each one of the peoples i encounter. Praise Jesus!!

Praise Jesus!! I'm really happy for my dear Sharon, that she's taken a first step in a relationship with my Beautiful Jesus!!! Hmmm i noe He'll just pour forth to her more and more of His goodness in the days to come! Praise God!!

Awy, there's quite a lot i wish to say today... seriously.. Hmmm i'm just so blessed, to be able to stay in His love, day by day.. Actually, i feel this sense of destiny that God has called forth in my life.. I know for sure that i'm called for a great purpose into His kingdom... I just don't noe wat it is. The fact is, deep down, i'm quite afraid to face this call in my life; i mean like, Oh God, i'm so incapable of such great things, like I'll just fail you, etc etc.... these kinda stupid things just floods my mind sometimes... But, well when i do realise, that it's really just God in me through me, then things are not pressurising anymore... and i really pray for such an anointing, a fresh anointing, that will enable me to face this call with all Boldness! Yap!! Just now when Jo asked us what we want God to do for us in this camp, my head was like swimming with tots of ok Lord i want divine health in Papa, more restoration in my family relationships, salvation of my brother in terms of the very many temptations he always fall prey to etc etc... The thing was, nothing really sat well in my spirit, like, i dunno, i felt like as though God was telling me that all these are too minor or wat, i dono... it... just didn't sit well... not that God will refuse to do all that above, which i fully expect to come to pass.. It's just that, He had a greater plan and desire for me!! And ya, I just received it!!! Yes Lord, i pray Lord, that over the camp, You will grant me such an anointing, to come to know and accept boldly my destiny in You!! And i expect to see a manifestation of it in my life!! In Jesus Name!! Amen!!