Hahahah.... heeheeehee...
Praise God that Sharon came to church today!! Really! Praise God!! I feel that i'm really but a vessel in His Kingdom... Totally not by my efforts... but by His grace!!! Praise God! He's just like so there! Something pastor said just now really struck me... He said like, now when u're sad, u're not really sad, in that though soul and body u're sad, ur Spirit's not sad... and deep down u just noe by the Spirit that everything's gonna be alrite... Praise God... that really answers me so much... Praise God!!! Because yes, that's indeed how i feel!!!
Oh oh well.... i feel very blessed indeed... i'm like really really blessed with all the blessings in the high places... much favour with people!! But, i must always always bear in mind, that, my sufficiency is from God, and that having satisfaction in these things are but vanity... my satisfaction comes from God! For He is MY Source of ALL Blessings! MY help in time of need!
Praise God...
Hmmm i'm going for mt fabor photog tmr... looking forward!!! Taking the shots of the beauty of His creations!!!

haha finally i'm uploading some of the HM5 pics!!! ok... despite the fact that i only took about 8 shots there... heehee...
Ok, below, my current cg... Rweally rweally really blessed to have all of them... they're so SpeCiaL!! And i thank God for everyone of them!!

Another one: this is on the last nite.. where our group had to dress to a tennis theme.. Haha all girls!! Tat Hwan not in pic!! KekE!!

Then...
This one below's taken with my ex-cg!! Praise God, i really feel like closer to them more and more liao... it's really funny how i only got close to them after leaving the cg.. But well, PraiSE God still!! :)

And... with the babes...


Haha... their theme was handball.. and look what they came up with!!!


Hen-ball... Man... only jiahao and the other guys cud think of such things... ;p

Wow this is actually quite cool... just found a photoblogging site... www.flickr.com.... but the uploading's pretty slow... and hmmm i wonder if i can upload many shots in one entry... oh well...

hmmm haha just reached home not too long ago... oh well, actually i was quite lazy to blog today... but well, after reading how xuehui's so enthu about her blog and everything, well here i am... oh well sthg just cropped up just now so... well anyway i'm back... actually there's like loads and loads i wanna say... just now, i'd wanted to talk about photog today... my maluating experience... erhem!! Oh well, but hmmm i've now decided to start by talking about my wonderful mummy... I'm really so blessed to have her!!! I noe, that God is really using her mightily in His kingdom, and i noe that this woman really has a pure gold heart for God, and that God has granted to her a tremendous ministry of healing!!! Praise God!!! Somehow rite, i just don't feel a healing anointing in my life, at least not yet... but the thing is, i'm also a child of God wat, and He's no respecters of persons. So why is it that i don't have the same anointing that mummy has? Oh well i still thank God la, that papa was ok eventually... hmmm Lord, i really pray that u'd show me more and more of a deeper revelation of u Lord, that u answer so many of my questions, and prayers!! I noe it takes patience Lord, but please Lord, i really don't wish to see papa always having these sorta lapses... in pain and agony... Lord, i pray in Jesus name, that YOU shall heal Him in YOUR divine healing!!! Lord, i don't have strength no more, to claim that he is already healed blah blah blah... but oh Lord, the things of God are simple, YOUR yoke is light, and it won't be by MY strength at all... All Of Jesus, None Of Pearlyn!!!
Lord and same goes with the campus ministry... Just now Jo approached me and told me to sign up to serve in campus, as... anything... Lord really, its not that i don't want, hmmmmmm................ i noe that i've let so many doors shut in my face already... And Lord, this door... Oh Lord, show me if this is of You; i open my heart to You Lord, and once again, let it be All Of You, and None Of Pearlyn!
Ok lemme comment about something else now.. Hmmm i really feel very very blessed this hols, that God has blessed me with a wonderful time with the photog pple.. they are really nice people... Like yesterday, after the photog session, me and xuehui went out with 4 other guys (Jason, Daren, Kailun and ermm i think the other's name is Raymond) and another girl Jennifer... all of them were very nice... despite the fact that Kailun made us walk miles (literally) to go eat dau hway... hence the nickname for him haha... these guys, they really look like so different from the usual AC guys i'm accustomed to... and yup, in case anyone happens to read this, yep i am quite against AC guys... i mean, i dunno, maybe i've just seen too much of the negativity than the positivity in them... so much that i've stereotyped them in this way... and yep, like xuehui, AC really made me lose hope in guys... Oh well, but God is so good! He let me see the good side of guys no. 1 in church, and then also in photog too (tho maybe its too early to tell for the latter... but well at least i can tell for sure they're different from, and definitely more sincere than AC guys)Yeps... and it was nice to noe Jennifer too... she really reminds me of one of my aunties, think ahma's sister.. bears some semblance.. she's a sweetie... and we bought earrings together yesterday... so pretty.. 6 bucks.... Hmmm ok la... like it, so.... :) Wait let me take a pic of the earrings... ok here it is...

nice nice? Yep.. this is the kinda earrings Pearlyn likes... AA one... haha... if not buy for wat?? heehee... oh wow, wana commend Daren for actually noticing we changed earrings!! And also the three of them (Daren, Kailun and Raymond)in actually waiting for us girls... :)
OK la think i should end off... tho i still have loads to write... but well, looks like it's really getting long... Oh well... Ok before that.. Also wana commend Jason and the Rongren for taking nice shots of me and Xuehui, one eg. by Jason below.. haha in case somehow Jason u're reading this, don't say i nv mention u.. haha

Yeps... Hmmm i really feel comfortable with all of them... Praise God... Haha just now in the commitee room, really lor, like my own house lidat.. keke... well well... Praise God!!! :)
P.S. i may join the subcom afterall... haha... Going with the flow... haha

Oo i love taking photos... but Lord, keep my heart from straying Lord... For my sufficiency is from u!! :)

Praise Jesus!!! i love going to church!!! i love to see pastor prince!! I LOVE TO receive God's word for me!! i LOVE to just sit at His feet and receive!!! Oh praise Jesus!! Hmmm, actually, before praise and worship started, the worship leader was like saying that 2004 has been a very good year... at that moment, actually i paused... and immediately wat came into my mind was that, no my year was in fact pretty bad... I was quite outta flow awhile, i felt condemned that i was somewhat living in sin; very bad... i just kept crying... and asking God why He let me fall into such temptations and why this why that.. then my mind was just filled with, my year was very bad, my year was very bad... ... Devil's attack man... this year alone i've like kinda gone into a cold war with my dad like a few times... which was previously very very rare... then in terms of my health, this year i feel sick like much more times than last time... it's just... hmmmm.... well this yr, well... i feel that i've gone in and out of flow several times... But well, of course amidst everything, God was still also very faithful to me, like in terms of my uni entry... that. was indeed a very very great blessing!!! Oh! and my yellow pages job!!! how could i forget? and also all the travelling!! I've been outta the country like 5,6x this yr alone! Compared to like 1x last yr, for HM!! Oh and my financial capacity, buying like dunno how many times more clothes and accessories this yr as compared to last... and He's still coming thru for me!! With the yr not being over yet!! Oh ya. now come to think about it, the year was pretty good! many good things happened to me in fact... Hmmm many times, indeed its cuz of the little foxes that spoil the (can't remember :)) anw the good things la... I thank Him for all the blessings showered and is showering unto me this yr, and i also demand 7x restoration in the areas the devil attacked this yr... God is doing great things in those areas!!! In the yr 2005, i fully expect God to show so much of Him to me, and none of Pearlyn... I thank Him, that He's beginning to show me more and more of His goodness, and a revelation of His love, all afresh!!! Praise God!!! Just see, He is GOD and He is GOOD!!! 2005 is gonna be a remarkably good yr for me!!! As i shine forth Jesus in me, the hope of all glory, where Pearlyn shall increase in favour with man and with God!!! I cling onto His word for the coming year!! Exo 12:36 God will give me favor with even the people of the world!! Just u see!! favour and blessings coming in and going out!! pRAise GOD!!!