eeeekkkksssss!!!!! me do not like to study at all!!!! me wants to play!!!!! me cannot concentrate for crying out loud!!!!! me thinks out aloud!!!! "Oh God!!! How???!!!" eeeeeekkkkksssss!!!!!
me has many things in me mind!!!! me wants to get out of here!!!!! me feels burdened!!!!!! Not supposed to be like that!!!!!!!! Exams! When art thou be o'er??? Rescue me from the brim of.... boredom?! and stress!!! what irony!! eeeeekkkkkssssssss!!!!!! eeeeeekkkkksssss, double the eeeekkkkssssss and triple the eeeeeeekkkkkkkssssssss!!!!! *SCREAMS* (rite, not like i'm literally doing that now. well at least figuratively. at least i kinda feel better at least doing this figuratively.) arghhh... Eeeeekkkkkkssssssssssss! Oh just let me do this. Yea yea not particularly a good testimony...... yea yea...... but well, still......... eeeeeeekkkkkkssssssss!!!!! argghhh...
okays. Over. Whatever.

okay i know i'm supposed to be studying now instead of wasting precious time typing away here. But........... i really ain't got the mood to study!!! ok maybe it's just a drain after the morning's studying. Or so i hope.
This semester, has been a semester, that... in the end God's grace is the only thing that'd pull me thru. I certainly do not hope that next sem, or the sems to come would be as tough as this sem.

oh well, it's time for me to get ready for work now. Seeing some of my darlings, for one of the last times? hope not. Ah well.. Hope regene emma they all will love what i got them.

Finally, Lord, Bless me! I ain't nothing without Your blessings. Help me in my most trying times!
In Jesus' name, Amen!