Monday, April 14, 2008
never did give it thought before whether i'd miss school life in nus... school life always seemed so peripheral to church life. Afterall, the people who do mean something to me... most are found in church... I mean... yea most of them are in nus too... but... it's just different la...
but today as Jeremy gathered the class to take a class pic at the end of lesson, i couldn't help but feel a tinge of sadness...... as it reallyy started dawning on me, that this is gonna end soon.
4 years of life in this school... i've always resisted change... but this time, i guess it's not so much of resisting change in my life... in fact i'm pretty excited about it...
looking back.... i feel i've really grown in nus... of course i hope it's not self illusory as what social psych teaches... haha...
seriously though....... i've learnt to be more independent here... to in much sense be less self conscious... i've learnt to walk around/lunch in school alone without feeling insecure... i've learnt to speak up and express myself during class.... (whoa this is really something that God had helped me so much with!... From a girl who'd blush so badly everytime i say something in class... to a girl now who in fact likes to speak up in class... Wow I'd say that is something.) I've learnt so much about psychology... as what i'd always dreamt... i've gained so much insight and favour with people in the field..... my mentors in moe, my lecturers in school... i've met some friends who have added value to my experience in nus.... i've worked with different kinds of project mates.... and learnt to work with different people...
guess my only regrets in nus... are not having gone for sep... and probably not being active in the ccas and societies... but i believe God shall restore me for that... donno how... but ya... i'm hoping i'd be able to join something in nie... lets see where God leads...... =) Oooohhh and..... i pray Europe at the end of the year would be a dream come true!