hmmm.... i kinda just got back from the indoor stadium, after the kcm gloria copeland's healing school svs.... Frankly speaking, i kinda expected more... it was like, seriously i felt that it was not as good contrary to all the popular opinions... the presence of God was there no doubt, and like at the end of the service people were getting healed, but then rite, the flow i felt, is much much stronger in my own church.... maybe honestly it's as what Joanne said last nite about being rooted in a church... i'd think that i'm very rooted in new crea already.. and hence the "connection" is much stronger there... and also, i felt that the sermon was far far too long already... 2 and a 1/2 hours!! or was it longer? i just totally lost her after like 1 hr plus already haha... Oh well i praise Jesus anyways... was just commenting to papa... like isn't this better? at least we don't need to like wait once in a blue purple moon before we get strong strong anointings... we have it close to our hearts every week! when we come together corporately! Whoa!!! Love Pastor Prince!!!
Hmmm oh this morning, as i was walking into the stadium, whoa so many many ushers greeted me good morning... was so delighted... haha especially when like i was still not quite awake.. really it WAS a refreshing... oh and i saw Jacky and a few others of the adult cg serving... then like i felt so so warm as they greeted me!!! especially Jacky! i like her!!! she looks so friendly, blessed, everything... Oh man... Blessed is the one who is in the Lord!! and.... i'm blessed when i see others blessed!!!
Hmmm the weather is indeed so so so so so hot eh? my goodness.... thank God for the marvellous creation of the air conditioner....
Oh ya!!! just remembered... haha Jiahao in any case u're reading this entry now, HAppY BiRTHdAY!!! Bumped into Melody and a few others just now. They were looking for mushroom pot... wherever that is... nonetheless... have a BLeSSeD BirTHdaY brother...
ok maybe i should msg instead eh? that's safer i'd think... hmmm......
okays i shall rattle no more... gotta go prepare to go for kaili's wedding!!!! AWWwwwwwwww!!!
so so soooooo..........ooo.. sweee.........eeetttttt!!!!!!!!

Praise Jesus! always love it when i return from caregroup... wow... My God is divine man... like I was so weary especially after i sat at the library 2 hrs straight *trying* to mug for soci; how i just felt there was no way i was gonna speak much during cg... but........... just at the sight of my darlings, whoa i just felt refreshed!! Praise Jesus!
Oh... one more thing, i'm happy for Kim Seng... seems that He's becoming more comfy in the cg... Praise God... Good job to Tat Hwan man... hmmm....... for Joy.... oh well i'll just hafta trust God!!!
Hmmm... Just now, Jason laid hands on me and prayed... whoa! wat he said was exactly what Tina had prayed into my life during HM... whoa... confirmation... I just know that He has really called me into greatness in this ministry... and... i just receive everything He has for me... By His grace... I wanna be Esther!!! Favour.... Preparation... Boldness...... whoa.... haha only i will understand this... keke...
Whoa!!! Kaili's getting married tmr!!!!!!!!!!! whoa...... i'm not even the bride and i'm so delighted for her.... can't imagine how excited she must feel now!!!!!!!! whoa..................................!!!!!!

ok this is gonna be real short... actually i could go on for a very long time, but then... darn i have econs test tmr so gotta go sleep already...
anyways, i just came back from the kcm meeting... gotta say... i still prefer my pastor Prince Amen!!
Anyways, ah well... today, so much favour!!! so so much!!! All glory to God... i shall elaborate nxt time.. if i ever do feel like la... haha...
I'm now... a very happy Pearlyn... very very happy... especially when i noe that i noe that my God is working mightily in the people, friends around me... i just can't wait for the full fold manifestation to come... whoa really... and all glory shall be to You o Lord... Amen!!!

God is good! i love my folks... so much... my mummy... muacks muacks... just now my mummy bought something for her Pearlyn to eat... so sweet... just for her Pearlyn... heehee...
talk talk talk.. my mummy rawks... :)
my papa.......... poke poke poke.... i love my papa so so much too... hahaha... though he doesn't like me poke poke poke.. haha i don't care.... i don't poke just anyone ya noe...
hahaha... later me going for kcm meeting... whoa i expect God to really touch me in His special way man... haha and although i'm gonna have stupid econs test tmr, i'm so giving this concern to God... And i'm gonna do well... hahhaha... me see His grace, and He sees my faith... doesn't matter if i myself don't exactly see it.. haha...
hmmm i better go study a while at least before leaving the house man... if not i might as well have gone play badminton rite? really wanted leh... but oh well...

alrites... haha i have no apparent reason to be online now... but well... after an entire day of mugging..... i deserve a break rite? k la.. not really solid mugging... considering the no. of times i kinda fell asleep... it's so damn hot these days eh? especially with the mild haze everything... arghh... why in the world was econs brought forward to fri? make me cannot study anything else apart from that... which is darn boring...
oh well... moving rite along.........
i am so so glad... oh man how many times must i emphasize... that i have such a wonderful Abba Daddy God!! really... who have given me WONDERFUL family!! WONDERFUL friends!! WONDERFUL just everything... what a life i have in Jesus!!!
hiya since Daren i'd think u're one of the only pple reading this, i shall kinda address this to u... and of course those who do read this but whose presence i noe not of.. haha... well i'd think, that the reason i'm not giving up blogging, is because i want those reading this to precisely see Christ in me, the hope of all glory... though i go thru so many trials, so many things i don't like, yet amidst everything, God is in every part of it... and what a wonder it is for me to really really have Him with me all the time... Many people, they don't see Jesus is real, and even if they do, they don't see how good He is, and how His heart is always for His beloved... when i feel like everything's just gonna crash on me, He's there... it's not a make believe psychological thing, but indeed He's just so so true... Life in Jesus, far far exceeds life in anything else in the world... it's only in Him that i get everything... not everything in the world, but everything that'd make me happy... When i had life without Jesus, everything in my life was so shaky... so threatening... hell on Earth it really felt so so many times... feelings of void, feelings of so much insecurity which i tried to put up a front against... to most people, Pearlyn was an ok girl.. but to me, i knew that the day was to come when everything will just fall apart... just crash down... emptiness was really sthg so real in me...
but, with this new life He's given me, i walk, i go thru many many things... yet, i stand... strong not in my small self, but in Him... fully... when i fall, i fall into His arms.. And He picks me up... making me stronger than before... well so wat if i reveal more than i should here? i want the world to noe, that Pearlyn Lee lives life for the glory of God to be shone thru in her... For the world to see that God is so so real... and how without God her life is completely like an empty nutshell...
haha but of course i do want some privacy too la... so to my readers, no comments or questions please... just read quietly and don't make me feel weird blogging... yeps... :)

Praise God!!! ok... hmmm Pearlyn is in a very 'i dunno how to describe' mood... hahaha... just stealing some glances, just gleaming... aiyoh Pearlyn... hahaha... just speaking for a while... like... ok la.. inside me i noe he isn't the one for me... and like i think that moment of crush is kinda gone... but still... talking to an ex-crush for more than a brief period of time....... hmmm that does get u a bit high on an end ya noe? hahaha... like.. couldn't help but smile widely at him before leaving... hahaha... Pearlyn u're so funny.... but.... oh well... he only *used to* attract me with his very boyish looks, and maybe that tint of shyness... but, nothing further... so, for all who happens to read this entry now... no i'm not planning to get attached to him... so needless to ask further... hahaha...

haha i might as well blog a bit, since i'm online.... just wana say, that i absolutely, terrifically, enjoy my time in the Lord.... and being with them who is the Lord's!!! And........... i absolutely enjoy serving in nursery... the greatest satisfaction from it all, is just looking at them grow up! like a yr ago, as compared to now... how much they've grown... warms my heart to noe i've played a part! just the little things... i draw so much satisfaction from... just looking at them fall asleep in my arms as i sing them to sleep... how when they cry and wail i'm able to pacify them... little things... how they'd just come up to me and want me to hug them... how i feel so happy when i'm able to go prepare their milk for them... i love them so much... like nomatter how my arms hurt i still don't mind continuing carrying them... how it makes me happy just to put a smile on their faces... how when they kiss me or i kiss them gently on the cheek i feel so... motherly... although i noe they'd probably not remember me in the longer run... i'm contented...
haha however, there's still other sides of the picture not painted la... how i absolutely love to siam whenever someone poo poos or vomits... like, it's always not me who clears up... haha... how like when i can't pacify a baby i'll give him/her to someone else in the end... oh well that's about it la... hahaha....