rite. i'm happily typing away here whilst everyone else is doing proper school related stuff on the com. ah well do i care? haha. Joy's sitting beside me now, and she's busy printing her notes. I feel like SUCH a slacker. Hmmm, so began my 8am lecture on the very first day of my return to NUS. It ain't so bad this time, really. In fact, it ain't bad at all this sem. Honestly, for me to be able to sit here and say that i totally do not feel any apprehension wrt to school, that, is something new. U noe why, cuz no.1 i know God loves me and that's all that matters, in that my status stands at 'His beloved'; and no.2, i know that i'm not without friends! Ok how shallow and insecure can i get? But it's true, really. Just harbouring the knowing that i have my darlings all around for me makes me just have the boldness to do anything here in nus. Even if it means going for lectures alone, and getting to know more mere acquintences, that don't matter. Becuz at the end of the day, i still have my Kingdom friends! And those, are THE friends that are truely worth knowing! And, by God's grace, i'm sure in this term forth, more shall be added in my path. More Godly friends; more kisses of Heaven. How cool is that? Very, in my opinion. Sthg that deacon once said strikes very deep in my heart. He said sthg like, how cool u are is not determined by the people and circumstances around u, but by how comfortable u are with urself. That is so true. Many people live their lives for others, portraying images according to others' measure of acceptance, and live a life of complete subdueness if i may put it that way. I honestly respect people who dare to be different; be themselves; set an atmosphere. (Of course i don't mean that they should have total disrespect and disdain toward their dressing and grooming. Like, don't eew people out rite?**,) Frankly, i haven't reached that state yet. But compare the Pearlyn now and the same girl 3 yrs ago. Big difference. I rest my case.
All right, i'm getting bored. So is joy. haha. Maybe i shld end off now. I got tonnes to share about my experience in JB with my darlings, and that in Malacca with my beloved family. But, that shall be nxt time la! haha.