inasmuch i think i so desire,
my heart speaketh other affairs.
though always near, yet is so far.
2 people, did start as strangers,
yrs of knowing each other,
how far do they go?
what is that which draws attraction,
what is that which sustains?
confused challenged do i so feel,
yet who can bear my heart?
even i, yes even i,
i know not what i do.
a heart of gratitude i always feel,
yet, how do i express?
how do i sustain?

i thank God.
for yet not i,
but Him in me,
who holds my
everything,
who saves me from,
walking the steps i once took;
doing the things i once foolishly did;
not appreciating those who cared;
and pursuing the things that amount to air.

okaes, a Pearlyn who's just returned home from her cardio dance workout= a very sleepy Pearlyn... Anyways, yea plus the fact that it was my first day at work today... whoaa.... really rite, i wonder if it is just me, or is it that it really is much more tiring than last time?... both me and jia'e feels that the company last yr is like nicer than that now... hmmm... maybe it's cuz it's our first day la... hopefully things'll get better... amidst the tremendous mess, literally, and figuratively... oh well... i shall not further comment, not online anyways... heh...
great, i have a thousand and one things to say here, but i noe not where to begin... and how to organise my thoughts in words... especially not when i'm feeling like my brain juices need rest... forget it... Lord i need Your strength for a brand new day tmr... to walk on only with the consciousness of You and Your goodness in my life... Lord help me... Help me steer clear from the politics, the ugliness... Lord i don't want to see even a tiny bit of speck in my span at the company... i want that very good impression to always remain... Thank You Jesus, for You are my provider!! :D