heeyyyyy...... hahaha happy happy new year 2005! wow praise God, i'm still blogging in the end... hahaha... Praise God... hmmm.... ok real real short cuz i have not much to say today la i think... hmmm.... had like no plans for the new yr so just stayed home... wanted to settle my module thingys... but well ended up having to solve this stupid online puzzle... haha took so long to solve it.... heee maybe u all can try... quite interesting...
http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/bluechamber/index_e.php
anyways... yea that was my new yr... haha... hmmm was playing with kailun too.... haha in a way it was quite fun... hmmm..... Ok la, today not much flow to blog... Just now yvonne was asking me wat expectations i have for 2005....
Really, it's to somehow fall in love with neatness... and doing housework.... cuz for now.... that is so a bondage to me..... ABSOLUTELY HATE doing housework.... which is also why i reacted quite adversely to idea when pa told me that i gotta clean the 2 toilets once a wk before i can get my full sum of pocket money each month... ok fine.... that's not so much a big deal.... cleaning the toilets only ma.... But..... to missy spoilt Pearlyn.... IT'S A DAMN BIG DEAL!!! haha.... really really.... it really'd need total Godly transformation if i'm gonna become a prov31 woman... man... that's also y i'm like so not ready for attachment haha... i super won't make a good wife haha... but, no condemnation... HE will transform ME!!
hmmm.... oh well i still got more to say... haha.... one more....
It's about yesterday nite.... when i chatted online with Jason, Daren and 1 or 2 more into the new yr... particularly Jason though... contents... kinda confidential... so i shall not say anything regarding it... but, i just wana note down, that i was truly blessed when he told me that he thanks God for giving him a good new yr present, that is me as his like new found soulmate... (He's not even a Christian la) hmmm.. k la i mean, i dunno how much he meant it la... But it just really felt like God just telling me that He's using me to bless others... Really really... i want to be a light that shines in the world, the lost world... Really.... for God!!!

Matt5:16: Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.

Incidentally, i found out... can't remember from where exactly, that my baptism name Claire, actually means to shine in the world, with this Matt 5:16 reference exactly.... So praise God.... It is come to pass... Shine Shine Shine!!! Matt 5:14: (I am) the light of the world!! Yaayy!!!!!

hmmmm ok now, this is gonna be my last entry of the year 2004... But...... i don't think this is gonna be too long an entry.... cuz after my yesterday's tremendous eye strain, hmmm i don't think i wana be facing this screen for too long today... heh....
Hmmmm i just wana first thank God for a great 2004... i've had so many many trials... Yet much more blessings alongside... Praise God! And i usher in 2005 with FULL expectance that He's just gonna come thru for me in more and more of His good ways; special ways! Hmmm ok... well spent my afternn with me family in Orchard today... heee.... good day... apart from the fact that it was raining... Well well, and clifton was actually quite sweet cuz he offered to pay for about 1/2 of the price of this eyeshadow that i wanted to buy (again)... Then hmmm he realised he had no money with him so in the end we didn't buy la... but well, that's not the pt la... the pt is that he actually had the thought... and in this case, it really was the thought that counted... haha u noe how sometimes ppl don't appear with a present then the host just goes 'nvm la it's the thought that counts'? Yea i really wonder how often do they really actually mean it... haha... well that's just a sidetrack la... Ok.... well later in the evening we ate at our place downstrs the coffeeshop there... had 'zi cha'... we each individually ordered a dish and we shared a plate of chilli crabs and with it we also ordered 'o jian' (fried oysters).. Hmmm clifton and i ordered yi mee... man i tell u, that totally wrecked my dinner... yucks... so bland... so..... hmmm just yucks... the crab was good, so was the o jian.... yet, simply because of the yi mee, i felt that my dinner sucked.... eiiiuew... hmmm the worst thing is, everyone else's food, fried rice for Clinton, Horfun for ma and pa, it was all quite nice.. it was only Clifton and my yi mee.... Arghh i don't even wana think about it haha.... Oh well, thank God i'll be having desert later on... have like ice cream and coke and etc in the fridge...
Hmmm ok before i stop writing, i just wana write about the time this morning when i bumped into Dr Lam... Hmmm see recently, i've been wanting to get my chipped tooth fixed rite, then this morning, before we left for Orchard, pa and i decided to go check out the dental clinics nearby our house, at chun tin there... hmmm my dad asked me which was better (there're 2) and i was like 'i dono'... thing is, i'm really a person who hates, absolutely hates visiting a dentist so i really really wanted to make sure that the dentist i was going to was good... apart from charging reasonably too la that is... well.... on our way there, whoa, we bumped into Dr.Lam... My dad's fren... ex family dentist... she's really really a very nice dentist and person.... then somehow we kinda lost touch... cuz her clinic was so far from our home or sthg... yea... the thing is, i considered wanting to ask her about this but apparently my dad lost her contact already as well... Wow so like this morning when we bumped into her, it felt like it was so God planned... Thing is, her clinic is like in town and she doesn't stay super near my place... Like whoa!! Haha... Yea... We then asked her for her contact and all... Hmmm i think i'm so gonna fix an appointment with her soon...Praise God.... Somehow i do trust in her skills... and it really helps that she's a believer too... haha...
Ok fine, the entry's not so short afterall... heh... Oh well... Happy New Year to all who are reading this entry!!! :)

haha see i'm back again... oh man... had a real real blessed day today... now that i have no more friend friend commitments, i thought ok Lord, no more fun... :( haha but He was so so faithful! and good!! Had such a blessed time with Papa... in little India... That's really a part of the world that i hadn't been to before... oh man... Now actually, i was supposed to go with him to SimLim to look at some camera stuff or sthg... Then cuz it was raining so heavily, we just stopped in little India, in one of the hawker centres, to have a bite... awh man... it was so.... different... like i cudn't spot any other Chinese in the hawker centre within my viewpt... so... erhem black... hmmm naughty naughty Pearlyn... haha... ok then after the food.. Indian food which was yummy... (hmm was telling pa that if someone comes to Little india for chinese food, that person must be like crazy haha) yea anw, after the food, we decided to just take a wlak down the streets of little India... and oh man i don't regret it... Really really wished i had a camera with me though... so i cud picture my life there... well but Pearlyn has finally returned the powershot A70 to the school...*wails* God!!! I want a camera!!! Haha wellwell... anyways... ya the whole experience was just amazing... i felt like i wasn't in Singapore!! Had some Indian roadside deserts which tasted quite yummy... and unbelievably sweet for that matter... haha... yea then saw many many bangles which were selling so so cheap... 12 for $1... Like hello... i paid like 3 for $5 yrs ago when i bought them at this chinese shop... and i thought it was cheap... man... but well, i didn't see no use for them so i didn't buy la... ok basically, it was a true eye opener for me and i really really enjoyed myself... Thank you Lord... Hmmmm then after that, instead of heading for Sim Lim, haha in the end we went to Mustafa... cuz (can u believe it) i haven't been there before... wellwell, there, it was just a different atmosphere altogether... bought like an eye shadow there... real cheap... its in a form of a ball... has 4 colors in it... interesting... oh man.. i'm now like a a fan of makeup... oh man... haha that day i was packing my room a bit and i realised i have a bagful of it... wow... hehe and multiplying praise God!! Okaes anyways, yea that was my day.... hmmm really wish i have photos to show cuz it'll really spice up my entry... and show more clearly my feelings there and then... oh man.... haha i was telling papa, that maybe if i keep pestering God for a camera day and night, He'll drop one down from heaven one day for me.... hahaha...
Hmmm since i'm on the topic of outings, i realise i haven't like talked about yesterday's outing... see la... wat afternn blogging has done... make me forget to record some of the prior day's or rather nite's event... haha...
OKaes.. yea just to sum up quickly, i had a blessed day yesterday too... OMG!! got like this super nice bracelet, super nice earrings, and nice anklet each for $2 only!! Wow wish i cud take photos of that.... Once again... Oh God, i want a camera!!! Hahaha... So so cheap.... so blessed.... Praise God... Ooh and i ate like this really really nice ice jelly desert at the hawker centre opp OG Chinatown... Ooh.... really really... Yumyum!! Haha and did i forget to mention those $2.90 slippers? Whoa!!! Thought they didn't sell them anymore... But praise God.. there was, just for His Pearlyn... haha... Oh well... think i'll blog to here for now.... Thank You Lord, for being so good to me!!!

heh.... yes Pearlyn is blogging once again... hmmm well i kinda resoluted to start sleeping earlier at nites so yea that's why i'm blogging in the afternn now... but, it's really weird u noe.. to blog before the day like ends... how can i then call it a journal entry rite? since an entry involves like an entree and summary of the whole day? Like last nite, i was so so tempted to turn on the com at nite but well.... i was like no Pearlyn u gotta go sleep soon... man it was a torture... haha...
hmmm ok... before i continue.... hmmm sometimes, i'm really really disturbed by the fact that i have a chipped tooth... like really really... it really does bother me... especially when someone does notice it... So like just just a while ago, hmmm when daren asked me that, in fact my mood immediately just changed... and i really felt like crying... oh man.... ok this is my blog... so i its where personal stuff go in.. So ppl who are reading this, feel honoured!! hehe... well well... i really really wana get it fixed... especially if it can be soon... and praise God that Papa just mentioned to me that he was gonna sponsor $50 for me to get it fixed... Praise God... i really pray to God, that it'd really turn out nice... really really... because at present rite, the part of my face that i'm most unhappy with is... my teeth.... ya ya... i noe, that looks is only skin deep, i'm glorious thru Jesus etc etc etc.... But u noe, at the end of the day, which girl don't wana look pretty??? I noe i want to!!:)
Ok i feel better now... heh... yea back to my story... yea i'm really not used to blogging in the afternn... haha... so maybe, u may just hear from me again soon haha... tonite... heh...
Hmmm oh well, i just wanted to share about this little revelation that God dropped in my heart yesterday... last nite... U noe, i was just spending time, talking to Him, about stuff.. stuff concerning like how though i say that i wanna stay single for the mean time, sometimes i do yearn for a special someone to u noe.... just love and be loved... tangibly... ya... and like to cut a longer story short, i just felt Him like drop into my heart that, in fact i'm already attached... ok hmmm... as in, now, Jesus is my lover in the Spirit... in the realm which i cannot see... And soon rite, this love rite, would be manifested into flesh thru a special someone... Hiya i really don't noe how to put it la.... it's just... hiya gist is, i'm taken.... haha... and like i was just reading the bible too, and I came to the Songs of Solomon... can't remember which verse, basically the Shudamite was just telling the daughters of Jeruselem 'don't stir up or awaken love' something like that... Basically it brought me to think, that hey ya... it will come when it comes... and i really don't hafta struggle or try to do anything... ok Praise God...
Haha i think this entry's pretty confusing... but well... it's my blog... and so long as i understand... haha.... okok... really gtg now... papa's waiting for me at the shell station downstrs... heh....

hmmm since i'm like online now, i might as well write an entry haha... Hmmm hiyoi just now i literally jumped outta bed in order to check my bidding status... yet there's like nothing much on cors leh (that's is the NUS term for Centralised Online System, where the bidding takes place) Oh darn.... My fingers are still not quite flexible in typing now la... still feel like they're sleeping haha... hmmm.... yawns.... heh actually wanted to go jogging with mel just now... but oh man i didn't even hear her msg all that... and just slept rite thru... then rite haha when i woke up and msg'd her to ask if she went herself in the end, she replied that she'd just woken up... hehe..... That makes me feel better... heh...
Hmmm later on, if all goes well, i'm supposed to go out with Clifton... Hmmm as he said it too, we haven't gone out together for quite some time already... it's always either that he's too busy, or i am.... so..... looking forward to a blessed time together later... :) Wonder if Pa will go with us... hmmm...
Oh have i not mentioned, no i must have, anyways, i really really love my family a lot... its like hmmm..... oh well i just love and adore them hehe... Praise God!!! Yesterday me and mummy were talking in the kitchen.... as i was washing the dishes and she, the clothes... hmmm real blessed time...:)
Hmmm my relationship with her, its not the funky mother relationship, noe wat i mean? It's not the kind whereby i go out shopping with her etc... like frens... Though i'd love that, hmmm nah it's just not like that... My mummy... i'm close to her in the sense that i really really admire and respect what she does for all of us... how she just shows us love and concern in her innocent ways, how she's really unstained by the world, as like a kid sometimes, how her faith in God is so strong, how.......... oh man i never dreamt of a day that i would love her so much.... indeed indeed, God has done a tremendous work in the restoration of our relationship... (Used to be so so strained in the past) Praise God!
Hmmm as for my dad, oh well, i think that one, needless to say la... Praise God, though i got no funky mum, i have a funky dad.... who goes shopping with me, does things with me like a close fren..... hmmm i think the love is already so there that u noe, i don't hafta come to a realisation that i love him so...Haha Praise God.... Hmmm but recently, i really feel that he's quite distracted in many things... oh well................... Really need God to really restore his joy... i mean, u noe its like i always hear him say glory to God for this that, yet hmmm deep inside me, its like i really doubt if he really really means it.... oh man... i also dunno how to say.... hiya...
The relationship between me and papa, i feel that the devil has really tried ways and means to foil.... the year alone, we had like quite a no. of misunderstandings... oh God...
But well, i believe in Him, so strong, and i believe for a 7 fold restoration in our relationship... That it shall be glorious in Jesus name... :)
Ok then my brothers... Clifton, he's a darling no doubt... i mean though sometimes he like purposely don't wana listen to me, haha it just takes a few more whines and he automatically does... haha:)
Clinton, he's one of a kind.... hmmm he's really pretty sweet at times.... but really after so many things that's happened, hmmm u noe i feel it's really really hard for me, and maybe for entire family for that matter, to really trust what he says anymore... Really need the grace of God for total transformation in this case... Oh well............ Ok since i'm on my family, lemme see if i can upload a family pic.... and on this i shall end...:)

Haha doesn't Clfton look like my older brother? haha... love it when people say that... hehe... :)

heee heee hehh hehh ho ho...... hmmm Pearlyn is happy... Oh man!!! once again i have so much i wish to say... but hor, i'm now like really lazy.... shoosh....
Hmmm ok i'll just briefly talk about everything... starting with yesterday's chalet at the pasir ris bungalows.. oh man i never even knew the existance of that place prior to yesterday noe? it's so pretty and nice to be in... Praise God!! Then somemore got TV/karaoke room, and a mahjong room.... Woohoooo...... Heh i learnt how to play mahjong!! like finally.... haha... It's really quite a nice game la i guess....
You noe, God's really really so so good to me and Xuehui!! Ok la... although u noe we spent like almost eternity trying to get there, well when we did, it was really really nice cuz like the people there actually left food for the both of us in the kitchen in case we didn't have anymore food... then rite, when we took the food to eat, HerTien was actually so sweet, he was like really tending to us lor... like asking us wat we want to drink all that.... then later somemore went to get satay for us when i asked... so sweet.....
Hmmm in fact rite, the people there are really all nice ppl... for sure.... and i really thank God that He's opened up such doors for me.... to know more ppl... But somehow rite, hmmm... there was just sthg that i felt was missing there... the same spirit in Christ.... think over there the only people that were Christians were probably me and Xuehui only.... And before i even type anything else... whoa i must really really say that Xuehui is really a woman of boldness all that... i mean like, she's not afraid to be bold about proclaiming Christ, about just doing most of the things that we'd do in front of our church frens... like u noe, claiming this that in Jesus name, taking quite long in and blessing all the food that comes her way.... oh man... that sorta boldness.... whoa... its just not in Pearlyn... i'd really feel quite weird la, to do that in front of non believers... and like... u noe how pple'd look at u a bit weird... haha.... i mean, i do like say thank God all that and i'm totally not ashamed to say i'm a Christian, the church i'm from, share my testimonies when i feel comfortable and suitable etc..... but i guess i'm just not the kind who's so bold in areas that Xuehui is la... hehe to comfort myself, well i guess i'm just more subtle... :) No Condemnation! No Condemnation!!
Ok i digressed.... yea i wanted to say, that really, though everyone was real nice and everything, i felt there was just the same spirit in Christ that was lacking... a no. of the guys, i think they were like Taoists etc... hmmm funnily, when they were like mentioning about some of the practices they did etc, i actually felt quite uncomfortable with that.... Ironic part, i used to be like one of them...... hmmm... Oh God.... Oh well.... i noe however, that i'm to be a mover and shaker of the world... and i'm not gonna judge people based on religion etc... and i'm gonna display the love of Jesus to the world, that everyone will just see that Christ factor in me, that no other has... Yes Lord this is my prayer... that i'll bring the Christ in me into the world, and display the love of Christ to every single one i meet.... not of my own, but of Christ Him alone... In Jesus name, Amen!
Hehe this entry's pretty short afterall... ok before i end.... i just wana say that Ruoxi's Christmas card to me just made my day... so sweet, the things she wrote... Thank You Lord!!

Praise Jesus!!! Haha had a real great day today!!! Oh well everyday in the hols so far have been really awesome for me so far... Praise Jesus!!! Hmmm in the noon rite we went over to Yvonne's for potgrace... haha so funny... I brought curry la... then Tat Hwan somemore bought bread just to go with the curry.... and..................... hmmm when they opened the pot... Yvonne was like... where's the curry? and Tat Hwan was like, Huh? Ya! Where's the curry? curry chicken without curry? Cuz rite, wat happened was, my curry had like a lot of chicken and potato and like very very little gravy... so funny... Hey but i clearly 'remembered' that there's more than that! Hmm and i firmly insisted that the potatoes absorbed all the gravy... Of course no one believed me... Bleah... ;p Then Tat Hwan was like, Huh? Then my bread how? Go with wat now? Haha i felt it was so funny... esp the way he said it... Then he almost made me bring home the bread la... Think in the end it stayed (in tact) in Yvonne's house haha... Ok really had a blessed time, laughing about like everything, and great great abundance of food!! Everything tasted yummy... Then we had gift exchange... sob sob... Isabelle was my secret santa and she wasn't there... so i didn't have any special gift... But well.... Nvm la... Jesus is my greatest gift so... :) Hmmm i just wanna stress again, I'm so blessed to be in this CG... ok lemme post the photo we took there... Taken by the maid, Wait...

yea that's pretty much my cg... Oh and maybe 2 or 3 others... Small rite? i also think so... And WanTing and Yvonne are moving up... Hmmph! Oh well, i'll trust God for multiplication!! Anyways, well actually, getting to noe the other 2 arts cg as well... hmmm in fact the whole family's pretty big... so okaes no complains... But.... why must they move up? They're really such blessings to me la!!
Anws, hmmm had like dinner with arts B just now, along with my own arts C... And... hmmm my impression of Charles kinda changed... U noe 1st time i saw him i actually felt like that he was quite intimidating... The 'stuck up' kind which i'll never associate with... But well... today, hmmm i realised, well he's not so bad afterall... and oh well Pearlyn, to wat extent can a person of God be intimidating? Okaes anw, i digress...
Hmmm ya i served at nursery just now... U noe, it really is a great great blessing to serve in His Kingdom! Pearlyn has changed man... I mean, like hello, if it was Pearlyn before, come on i'd like try all means to get myself outta serving so i could attend the Christmas service.... But this time.... Oh man i just really really had the desire to serve Him... serve His angels... even at the expense of missing service... And i had such a blessed time serving!!!
Many many things happened... haha i experienced (literally) showers of blessings (as put by Samuel) haha... A little girl Rachel peed on me!!! Wait i upload the photo of my wet pants... Haha i actually took a photo haha... Cuz in faith this is a once in a lifetime experience... haha


Hmmm but oh well, that did not spoil my joy at all! Oh man... i just feel overwhelming love love... such that this kinda things don't piss me... haha (oh did i just use a pun? haha)
Ok the entire thing was so blessed... had such a great time with the kids, especially Aliza... She's a darling man!! She was just like sticking on to me la... hiya just so so sweet... Then later on there was a period i lost sight of her, then when she saw me she was like 'i was finding for you just now but i cannot see you' so sweet.... awwww....... Then later rite, there came a time where she just got so hyper she was like going around "Merry Christmas!!" "Merry Christmas!!" So cute!! Ok wait wait i'll upload a photo of her... girl at foreground..

Oh the other girl at the other side, she's also a big big sweetie... Alysha... Her smile's so pretty...


Hmmm ok la shall end blogging here.... if not really quite long... Ey oh wait i still have some things to say... Deborah... She's so sweeet.... got me shower gel and a lip gloss for christmas... I mean like, i only got her m&ms... Oh man... Lord wat more wat more? U're SO good to me...
Oh and, i accessed my results just now... hmmm.... ok la it ain't that good... but i'm still very thankful to God... I mean like really, after last yr's A level results, i was like totally disheartened already lor... I mean, trusting God for a bright future nomatter what is no problem... but trusting God for good results... i really lost faith... and i really really set my expectations low today.... But, God was still faithful... though ok la, i got one C+... But like the rest was 1A-,2B+,1B... I mean.... Hello, i only started studying the info systems thing 2 days before exam, and i nearly failed my midterms which carries 50%... Yet i still scored a B??? And English lang... Hello, look at my mid term grades... But i got a B+!! Ok for Thai i'm a bit disppointed actually... Really wanted an A... Nvm.. next sem!!! God is good!!!
Okok... i shall end off now... haha...:)

Hmmm i really really really wanted to blog so... here i am.... in front of the computer... once again... Oh man, i'm gonna get my results tmr... hmmm i used to always have this wish rite, that somehow all the papers will just burn up before the examiners get to mark them... haha how silly rite? Oh well, hmmm i'd be kidding if i say that i totally don't feel anxious about the results... But well.... I know that nomatter how the turn out is, my Jesus has it all covered! And my future is still bright with hope! And really, i'm starting to see wat Papa always stresses to me... Being in uni is not so much about the results, but more about building character... To me, i'd say the thing here is not exactly just about character, but more so about Christ character! About just spending each and every moment in the knowledge of His love... and more and more discover how much deeper His love can get for me... Ohh that alone, is enough to help me fight thru every trial and trouble that comes my way.... Another thing! Really establishing kingdom friendships... This is totally not about brainwashing, that perhaps i'm brainwashed by Jo or anything... It's just that, truly truly, when the trials and troubles stand in my way, it's really comforting to have kingdom friends there for me, and really encouraging to hear testimonies from God in their individual lives... Really builds me up! And i really know beyond a shadow of a doubt know that God has put me in this CG for a Reason! And i praise Him indeed!
Ok i don't noe why i digressed... didn't actually want to talk about all that... heh...
Hmmm wanted to talk about today... Ooh really busy Christmas man... Haha actually i didn't go out at all.... but well the fact that i only awoke at like 2 plus pm near 3 if i remember correctly meant that i was only left with half a day... hmmm then after that when i heard that we weren't going out i was actually a little disappointed... but oh well soon snapped outta it... haha
Hmmm before i go on, i'd just like to say, that it was really really really sweet of Benedict to call me to wish me (at 12 plus when i was erhem! still asleep... haha.... u can't blame me... i got home late last nite haha)... Ok moving on, ya i really thought it was so so sweet! I mean like, he's really one of the sweetest and nicest guy i know la... Praise Jesus! Talking about kingdom friends eh.. :)And haha just in case i really forget, his birthday's on 24th April... so in any case Pearlyn u're reading this again, haha... take note! :)
Hmmm ya and Kenneth and Deborah dropped me a msg at my tag board too... how sweet... :)
Ohhh i just feel so so loved...
Anw, ya i left for NTUC just now to get the curry ingredients... then over there rite... i re-bought the m&m's that i meant to give the entire cg tmr... haha... then also got my family Christmas ice cream... now, like i'm officially almost totally broke... Oh man... U noe in the natural rite, i'd be having a prolonged panic attack... But well... for this matter now, i only had a momentary anxiety consciousness (hey i'm only human haha) But well really, deep down i noe that God has it taken care of...
if You clothed the lilies of the valley,
if You feed the birds up in the skies
How much more You mean for me
How much more Your Love for me
How much more Your heart calls out to me
Just because You love ME!!!
Yea... ok now.. moving on again, hmmm i got (or thought so) everything i wanted and went home... Before i knew it, my dad was like, did u get the cocnut milk? i was like, oh shit!! Hiya how careless.. that's why, i'll hafta awake early tmr just to go get the milk and cook the curry...
Hmmm anw afterward i started wrapping up my presents... and writing little notes to the cg... Hmmm i felt blessed.... Really really... just as long as i keep reminding myself that with man it's more blessed to give than receive, i'm really happy... and i love love love this spirit of giving so much.... Glory to Him!!
Oh hiya i don't think anyone is up looking at my blog now... i mean the recipients of my presents.. so i think i shall post some pictures of the present i bought Kim Seng... which actually almost resembles the other 3 so.... Ok wait... :)

and this,

heh.... i think it's pretty nice.... Oh well... it's Christmas!!

Yeps... was spending so much time wrapping just now.... But, oh well i like it... Ok i said that before already i noe... heh.....

Ok ya, so... before i knew it, there was my Christmas, over. Haha, but part 3 will be tmr(pot grace at Yvonne's)! With part 1 being yesterday! I just love seeing how He comes thru for me each time...:)

Hmmm before i end off this entry, i just wana record sthg that Jason said during supper last nite... It takes faith to go up to your leaders and talk to them... Really, it struck my heart... See, the thing is, i do have a thing for the leaders... I respect them a lot... but somehow i kinda fear going up to talk to them.... But really, wat Jason said was so true... faith in Him! He'll take care... whoa... then the other things that he said that struck me i already recorded into my blessings book liao... so... As i said, i won't repeat again... haha
Hmmm but i feel like repeating... Ok a short one... It's sthg he said about moving from glory to glory when u just seek His love then finding out that He loves u more than u think... than later u seek some more then find out even further that He has even more than the more.... Hiya how to say? Hiya i noe can liao la... Hmmm there's another thing... This not said by Jason, but by the host of the first house we went caroling at... When he prayed over us, it was like, God's presence was so strong... and i was just lambanoing every word man... really... it was a really a reconfirmation that, I am marked for greatness!!! Praise God... and just now, i was just reading jer1, that He has called me despite me being just a youth... an ignorant, incapable one for that matter... Whoa! My God is so good!! :)
Know wat, soon i'll go get a notebook to put with me wherever i go... cuz really, sometimes like i noe that God's talking to me be it thru someone or some event yet i always feel like oh man y don't i have a notebk with me to record? then most of the time after i get home, i forget wat it was.... Hmmm yeps... i'll go get a small notebk to carry everywhere... heee Praise God!!