yawns... i am quite sleepy... hmmm... kinda just got out of the shower... went for the ocs coms ball just now with Bertrand... Hmmm... it wasn't like a very fun thing or wat, but it certainly was interesting.. and well i kinda liked it... noe, like those formal formal occasions.. :) actually i'm really quite sleepy now... to write anything... but really, praise God, cuz like i totally didn't feel odd or wat at all... haha think it was cuz it was really a case of most of the girls didn't know anyone except their dates so like we were all in the same boat... hahaha... wah it was really quite a grand thing... Haha i gotta say, that really it's kinda of a dream come true for me... in a way... talked about it in one of my entries a while ago... hehe.. God sees the simplest wishes... :)
i won't go into the details of describing the ball la... basically, there was just a lot of introducing done... outta whom i can't remember almost every name haha... and err... well it kinda felt like an adult world thing... seemed like the famous saying 'behind every successful man there's a woman' haha, it was like, the girls were just there to complement their dates... yea... no big role played... then there was also quite a bit of photo taking...
hmmm... i'm waiting for Bertrand to send the photos over to me now... my stupid camera died on me after taking just 3,4 photos... i shall just post some of them up i suppose... instead of writing further...


pretty or not? haha so thick skin... ;p















The above pic is with me and melissa... my primary 1-4 classmate... can't believe we still recognise each other... then the other guy, kai xiang, apparently was from peichun too... my neighbour class somemore... but i have totally no recollection leh... hmmm...


This girl, i just met... catherine.. nice girl... we entertained each other haha... she took a photo using her phone camera of us... very nice that pic... heehee she sent it to me haha :)





yeps.... that's it... ohh btw... fullerton food... hmmm... ermmm... ok la... the dessert's good... had this chocolate thing... yumyum!! hmmm and also, had cuppachino celerie dunno wat soup... it was in french or wat... think it contained coffee and celery... like... hmmm..... different... not exactly not nice... but i didn't finish nonetheless... oh well.... :)

Grace grace... so much grace... "my God is better than that"... this is a statement that kept recurring thru my mind through the span of today... like since morning.... i like missed my bus to sch la.... but inside me was just like, "my God is better than that"... and in like 5 min, the next bus came!!! and i was still early! Praise Jesus... and then, like just now when i was having a toe cramp... when all didn't work and like i really turned fully to God (u noe how like sometimes in u u're like asking God to help yet u're on the other hand trying ur best to salvage sthg... only to absolutely no avail... yea i was lidat) haha... it then came a point where i just totally focused on God, and just knew in silence that "my God was better than that" and that i am healed already... and.... whoa..... it was instanteous... seriously!! Made me wish that i'd done that earlier... :)
hmmm well well.. i indeed had a blessed time with minhung jie jie today... was initially not quite used to her slight aussie accent... but well... was ok after a while.. yea... whoa i haven't met her like in a thousand yrs la... like... whoa... but... thank God, we still had much to chat about!!! haha then this morning, i was so tuned in the going town gai gai mode, that i wasn't exactly in the best of conditions to study and absorb all the material... especially in the last class... research and stats... the only reason that drove me to speak up... was the participation points i needed to earn... hmmm... anyways... yea we met for lunch... then began my part dunno wat to buying new yr's clothes... hmmm wats wrong with the clothes around? the nice ones are too ex, the not nice ones... hiya i don't even want to start... then like some, colour don't match la... or just sthg... hmmm... yea anyway, well praise God la... cuz i did manage to get sthg... amidst the tough masses.... was a very simple dress... (which well i don't exactly think it'd go for CNY... oops... but oh well at least it goes with school... so don't want to buy sthg where i can only wear during occasions...) actually i'd eyed on it a while ago when i was shopping in bugis i think... but, then i was like, don't rush la... then, praise God, today i saw it at Heerens.. and they were like having 20% storewide... which meant that the original $49.90 was reduced to $39.20... heehee... i'm happy... I wana go do more shopping!!!

i love my life... i absolutely do... not because I live a life of perfection, not because my life is all sunny and perfect, but because of the constant ever so visible transformations and manifestations He places in my life... that shows me how tangible and real He is... How tangible His love is for me.... How i'm treasured in His eyes... Like today, i really experienced wat I'd call placing someone at the right place at the right time just for me... whoa... if not because i bumped into Andrea, i'd haf totally not been able to do the rp... cuz i had absolutely no clue that the venue had changed... and i might have been penalised for it too... Really, like she had absolutely no business to be at the (wrong) place where i was cuz she knew the exact location of it... I really believe, that it was thru divine intervention that she came to where i was, to save me, and tell me the real, changed location... Whoa... Praise Jesus!!!
And, like for my class presentations and speaking up, astonishingly, i really had not much problems... Really, praise Jesus!! He was with me all throughout! Oh... hmmm just to sidetrack, my econs tutor's really young... like maybe late 20s? He's doing his phD concurrently... whoa... He looks real approachable... Praise Jesus... Ohh and for my health psych tutorial... nakrian phuu chaay nung khon lor maak!!! leew ko phuut phasaa angkrit phro? dii!! dichan hen khaw, may day fang presentation khaw... hahaha... it's good to noe another language... heeehheee
Hmmm, oh yea, though like i had such a long long long day today.... 8-10,10-12,12-2,3-3.30,4-6 whoa! yet... God was still very good to me... I met up with one of my friends in Holland V, and got a sumptuous mexican dinner treat!! Heeheee... :)

grace grace!!! supreabounding grace!!! i so so need it!!!!! Help me Lord.....

i totally cannot believe this... this is so... sigh.... i can't believe that pa left for Thailand without moi!!! All cuz i gotta do like 53095467 tutorials and work... shoots.... if not i'd be gone too!!! chan yaak ca pay pratheet thay maak!!! hiya so idiot.... then like i'll be so lonely for 2,3 days... ok la that ain't that long... but still... urghhh... and like.... it's my favourite!!!! shopping paradise!!! Darn... hope pa remembers to buy everything i asked him to buy for me.... Would haf been much much more la... but oh well... there's only a certain limit cuz certain things i really gotta choose myself... hiya....
Hmmm well yesterday i was at suntec, and like i bought this fox sweater for Clifton... just felt like blessing him cuz he doesn't have his own sweater and has been using one of mine forever... Wah he was so touched... Heeehee i was so so happy when i saw him so happy too.... I'm blessed to be a blessing!!! Ok i really cannot blog for too long... i really have been neglecting my studies too much... and well... i'm gonna go mug after this... for real... haha...
Before that, i make a short prayer... that Lord You'd protect pa, grant him journey mercies and i thank You that You place him under the shadow of the almighty, where no harm can reach him... and the people around him... and that He'll stay in the joy of the Lord!!! PraiSE You Lord!!! Haha and may You grant that he remembers to buy everything i asked him to buy for me and he gets the best best deals around... AMEN!! Heeeheee... Ok, before i seriously end off... i gotta add, that pastor Joshua is really improving so much... like his yesterday's sermon... was so good... oh man... God's anointed indeed!!! Oh... and i saw my eye candies yesterday again.. they were still there... haha... Only xuehui will noe what i'm referring to... American Express?? haha...

i am just supernaturally, divinely, absolutely blessed!!! Praise Jesus... I simply love being in the assembly of God's people.... Like just now, i went for nursery training... and it was simply lovely... like... so childlike... we learnt all the new songs that are gonna be imposed as of feb... so nice!!! Kay then, actually i'd prepared to go home to mug after that... but.... ok to cut a longer story short, basically i ended up going PS with deborah and 3 other nursery people... who left quite shortly after though... yea... so basically, i just spent like most of the time with deborah la... (p.s: not the deborah who invited me to her house for cg... which hmmm in the end i didn't go... heee) hmmmm... we had such a such a blessed time together!!! went shopping for my new yrs clothes... which like mummy's giving me so much pressure to go buy... she's like, 'u better use the money to buy new yrs clothes! if not i'll take back the money!!' Hiya not like i don't want to buy la... can't help it if i can't find any i like rite? i'd really prefer that i set aside the money.. then when i see sthg i like then buy... at my own timing... bleah...
hmmm anyways, yea we looked around... then like saw a number of quite nice clothes.. but still, hmmm.... i know my abba Daddy's better than that... i didn't exactly like any of them that much la... so, nah...........
well well... then like me and deborah went to mos to have dinner... and we just had such a lovely chat... and were like sharing about so many even personal stuff... really.... Thank You Lord, for yet another precious sister... haha we stayed there for like over 2 hrs i think... :) Was really such a blessing to be with her! Like, though i had (and still have) like 1000 work to do, i totally have no regrets going with her... at all... And my Jesus shall multiply back time to me!!! Amen!!!
hmmm... seriously, i can't thank Him enough man... like everyday, i just experience little kisses of heaven from my most beloved.... oh man..... Lord, i am more than awed....
Oh another thing, i don't think i'll join snb afterall... i seriously got no time... :(... and like there's no flow and peace to go ahead leh... although i really really wana take up dance, somehow this is just not it i suppose.... i know Lord, u have better plans for me, exceedingly abundantly above all i ask or think!!! I've abandoned this dream for far too long... And Lord i noe You will fulfill this desire... not by my might... but by Your peace and grace!! Amen!!!
Ooh i'm serving tmr!!! Ooh.... Yaay!!!!!