hmmm i have this sudden emptiness... sudden... ... have i been single too long? Haha i wonder.. Sometimes i do look back at the times i spent with Chris.. hmm were the times we spent together good times? I also donno... Hiya relationships, boy are they complex things? We broke up nearly 2 yrs ago, i haven't seen him since.. but that day, when i finally got the courage to actually talk to him online, (where i was jittering haha, like even online??), ya i actually felt like a stone'd been taken off my chest.. Like a barrier'd been broken.. Lord, direct me! Should i meet up with him sometime? I noe i don't exactly feel anything toward him anymore.. Or so i think... but...... i mean, should i be friends with him again? Hiya hiya as i said, these things are so complicated.. It's so easy to lose a fren for like stupid reasons la! Hmmm Lord only with your directions man... I'm so not gonna touch relationships anymore til You give the signal Lord.. When that happens, woohoo!!.... So... even with this so called emptiness, i noe it's but temporary! I fall back on Your love Lord... Praise You!!

Oh Lord the exams, they're coming... I have no idea how i'm to handle them.. There's so much... But i don't noe where to start.. By your grace only will I stand.. I noe You'll surely take me thru!

P.S. i'm looking forward to tomorrow... sure expecting a good time at cg... celebrating jo's and isabelle's birthday... Isabelle, haven't seen her so long... Miss that darling man... She's really really a dearie! Hmmm okaes... I'll write again again soon.. haha...:)