Monday, November 29, 2004
Praise Jesus, my camp fees are fully paid!!!
God is indeed SO SO GOOD to me!! hmmm today deacon asked to see me.. i kinda knew and guessed that it may be concerning the camp fees, that the church may pay for me or something.. But well of course i couldn't be sure about it.. And in fact, i was really kinda nervous... Thing is, i was abit afraid to see him cuz well, i thought he'd be quite unfriendly or something.. i even had the feeling that like 'oh no wat if God shows him all my faults' that's so not of God, and i reject it! the truth was so contrary; he was so friendly (and lame but nvm that haha) and he actually made me feel quite comfortable there! Praise God.. U noe i never dreamt that deacon will noe me u noe... hmmmm.... u noe that just shows me even more that God really has a destiny for me in this ministry... i don't noe how to say, and on wat basis to say, i also dunno if this feeling is really of God or wat, but well ya, i really do feel a weird sense of destiny in this ministry... Oh well, let time test and show it i suppose... :) Even if i'm wrong or something, well its ok, wat matters the most is that Jesus truly really loves me!! And as wat pastor said just now, my calling is that i'm called for a high purpose; i'm blessed to be a blessing!! Haha praise Jesus!!!
Hmmm thru today i got to noe Xuehui's supposed CGL Yimei. Somehow i feel that she's a really nice person.. so i'm actually contemplating whether or not i should tell Xuehui to go join Science CG for camp.. Oh well i'll just see where God leads me.. :)
One thing about this ministry, is that i really see Jesus shining forth thru each one of the peoples i encounter. Praise Jesus!!