Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Hmmm ok i'll just briefly talk about everything... starting with yesterday's chalet at the pasir ris bungalows.. oh man i never even knew the existance of that place prior to yesterday noe? it's so pretty and nice to be in... Praise God!! Then somemore got TV/karaoke room, and a mahjong room.... Woohoooo...... Heh i learnt how to play mahjong!! like finally.... haha... It's really quite a nice game la i guess....
You noe, God's really really so so good to me and Xuehui!! Ok la... although u noe we spent like almost eternity trying to get there, well when we did, it was really really nice cuz like the people there actually left food for the both of us in the kitchen in case we didn't have anymore food... then rite, when we took the food to eat, HerTien was actually so sweet, he was like really tending to us lor... like asking us wat we want to drink all that.... then later somemore went to get satay for us when i asked... so sweet.....
Hmmm in fact rite, the people there are really all nice ppl... for sure.... and i really thank God that He's opened up such doors for me.... to know more ppl... But somehow rite, hmmm... there was just sthg that i felt was missing there... the same spirit in Christ.... think over there the only people that were Christians were probably me and Xuehui only.... And before i even type anything else... whoa i must really really say that Xuehui is really a woman of boldness all that... i mean like, she's not afraid to be bold about proclaiming Christ, about just doing most of the things that we'd do in front of our church frens... like u noe, claiming this that in Jesus name, taking quite long in and blessing all the food that comes her way.... oh man... that sorta boldness.... whoa... its just not in Pearlyn... i'd really feel quite weird la, to do that in front of non believers... and like... u noe how pple'd look at u a bit weird... haha.... i mean, i do like say thank God all that and i'm totally not ashamed to say i'm a Christian, the church i'm from, share my testimonies when i feel comfortable and suitable etc..... but i guess i'm just not the kind who's so bold in areas that Xuehui is la... hehe to comfort myself, well i guess i'm just more subtle... :) No Condemnation! No Condemnation!!
Ok i digressed.... yea i wanted to say, that really, though everyone was real nice and everything, i felt there was just the same spirit in Christ that was lacking... a no. of the guys, i think they were like Taoists etc... hmmm funnily, when they were like mentioning about some of the practices they did etc, i actually felt quite uncomfortable with that.... Ironic part, i used to be like one of them...... hmmm... Oh God.... Oh well.... i noe however, that i'm to be a mover and shaker of the world... and i'm not gonna judge people based on religion etc... and i'm gonna display the love of Jesus to the world, that everyone will just see that Christ factor in me, that no other has... Yes Lord this is my prayer... that i'll bring the Christ in me into the world, and display the love of Christ to every single one i meet.... not of my own, but of Christ Him alone... In Jesus name, Amen!
Hehe this entry's pretty short afterall... ok before i end.... i just wana say that Ruoxi's Christmas card to me just made my day... so sweet, the things she wrote... Thank You Lord!!