heh.... yes Pearlyn is blogging once again... hmmm well i kinda resoluted to start sleeping earlier at nites so yea that's why i'm blogging in the afternn now... but, it's really weird u noe.. to blog before the day like ends... how can i then call it a journal entry rite? since an entry involves like an entree and summary of the whole day? Like last nite, i was so so tempted to turn on the com at nite but well.... i was like no Pearlyn u gotta go sleep soon... man it was a torture... haha...
hmmm ok... before i continue.... hmmm sometimes, i'm really really disturbed by the fact that i have a chipped tooth... like really really... it really does bother me... especially when someone does notice it... So like just just a while ago, hmmm when daren asked me that, in fact my mood immediately just changed... and i really felt like crying... oh man.... ok this is my blog... so i its where personal stuff go in.. So ppl who are reading this, feel honoured!! hehe... well well... i really really wana get it fixed... especially if it can be soon... and praise God that Papa just mentioned to me that he was gonna sponsor $50 for me to get it fixed... Praise God... i really pray to God, that it'd really turn out nice... really really... because at present rite, the part of my face that i'm most unhappy with is... my teeth.... ya ya... i noe, that looks is only skin deep, i'm glorious thru Jesus etc etc etc.... But u noe, at the end of the day, which girl don't wana look pretty??? I noe i want to!!:)
Ok i feel better now... heh... yea back to my story... yea i'm really not used to blogging in the afternn... haha... so maybe, u may just hear from me again soon haha... tonite... heh...
Hmmm oh well, i just wanted to share about this little revelation that God dropped in my heart yesterday... last nite... U noe, i was just spending time, talking to Him, about stuff.. stuff concerning like how though i say that i wanna stay single for the mean time, sometimes i do yearn for a special someone to u noe.... just love and be loved... tangibly... ya... and like to cut a longer story short, i just felt Him like drop into my heart that, in fact i'm already attached... ok hmmm... as in, now, Jesus is my lover in the Spirit... in the realm which i cannot see... And soon rite, this love rite, would be manifested into flesh thru a special someone... Hiya i really don't noe how to put it la.... it's just... hiya gist is, i'm taken.... haha... and like i was just reading the bible too, and I came to the Songs of Solomon... can't remember which verse, basically the Shudamite was just telling the daughters of Jeruselem 'don't stir up or awaken love' something like that... Basically it brought me to think, that hey ya... it will come when it comes... and i really don't hafta struggle or try to do anything... ok Praise God...
Haha i think this entry's pretty confusing... but well... it's my blog... and so long as i understand... haha.... okok... really gtg now... papa's waiting for me at the shell station downstrs... heh....