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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

hmmm haha just reached home not too long ago... oh well, actually i was quite lazy to blog today... but well, after reading how xuehui's so enthu about her blog and everything, well here i am... oh well sthg just cropped up just now so... well anyway i'm back... actually there's like loads and loads i wanna say... just now, i'd wanted to talk about photog today... my maluating experience... erhem!! Oh well, but hmmm i've now decided to start by talking about my wonderful mummy... I'm really so blessed to have her!!! I noe, that God is really using her mightily in His kingdom, and i noe that this woman really has a pure gold heart for God, and that God has granted to her a tremendous ministry of healing!!! Praise God!!! Somehow rite, i just don't feel a healing anointing in my life, at least not yet... but the thing is, i'm also a child of God wat, and He's no respecters of persons. So why is it that i don't have the same anointing that mummy has? Oh well i still thank God la, that papa was ok eventually... hmmm Lord, i really pray that u'd show me more and more of a deeper revelation of u Lord, that u answer so many of my questions, and prayers!! I noe it takes patience Lord, but please Lord, i really don't wish to see papa always having these sorta lapses... in pain and agony... Lord, i pray in Jesus name, that YOU shall heal Him in YOUR divine healing!!! Lord, i don't have strength no more, to claim that he is already healed blah blah blah... but oh Lord, the things of God are simple, YOUR yoke is light, and it won't be by MY strength at all... All Of Jesus, None Of Pearlyn!!!
Lord and same goes with the campus ministry... Just now Jo approached me and told me to sign up to serve in campus, as... anything... Lord really, its not that i don't want, hmmmmmm................ i noe that i've let so many doors shut in my face already... And Lord, this door... Oh Lord, show me if this is of You; i open my heart to You Lord, and once again, let it be All Of You, and None Of Pearlyn!
Ok lemme comment about something else now.. Hmmm i really feel very very blessed this hols, that God has blessed me with a wonderful time with the photog pple.. they are really nice people... Like yesterday, after the photog session, me and xuehui went out with 4 other guys (Jason, Daren, Kailun and ermm i think the other's name is Raymond) and another girl Jennifer... all of them were very nice... despite the fact that Kailun made us walk miles (literally) to go eat dau hway... hence the nickname for him haha... these guys, they really look like so different from the usual AC guys i'm accustomed to... and yup, in case anyone happens to read this, yep i am quite against AC guys... i mean, i dunno, maybe i've just seen too much of the negativity than the positivity in them... so much that i've stereotyped them in this way... and yep, like xuehui, AC really made me lose hope in guys... Oh well, but God is so good! He let me see the good side of guys no. 1 in church, and then also in photog too (tho maybe its too early to tell for the latter... but well at least i can tell for sure they're different from, and definitely more sincere than AC guys)Yeps... and it was nice to noe Jennifer too... she really reminds me of one of my aunties, think ahma's sister.. bears some semblance.. she's a sweetie... and we bought earrings together yesterday... so pretty.. 6 bucks.... Hmmm ok la... like it, so.... :) Wait let me take a pic of the earrings... ok here it is...

nice nice? Yep.. this is the kinda earrings Pearlyn likes... AA one... haha... if not buy for wat?? heehee... oh wow, wana commend Daren for actually noticing we changed earrings!! And also the three of them (Daren, Kailun and Raymond)in actually waiting for us girls... :)
OK la think i should end off... tho i still have loads to write... but well, looks like it's really getting long... Oh well... Ok before that.. Also wana commend Jason and the Rongren for taking nice shots of me and Xuehui, one eg. by Jason below.. haha in case somehow Jason u're reading this, don't say i nv mention u.. haha

Yeps... Hmmm i really feel comfortable with all of them... Praise God... Haha just now in the commitee room, really lor, like my own house lidat.. keke... well well... Praise God!!! :)
P.S. i may join the subcom afterall... haha... Going with the flow... haha