Sunday, December 26, 2004
Ok i don't noe why i digressed... didn't actually want to talk about all that... heh...
Hmmm wanted to talk about today... Ooh really busy Christmas man... Haha actually i didn't go out at all.... but well the fact that i only awoke at like 2 plus pm near 3 if i remember correctly meant that i was only left with half a day... hmmm then after that when i heard that we weren't going out i was actually a little disappointed... but oh well soon snapped outta it... haha
Hmmm before i go on, i'd just like to say, that it was really really really sweet of Benedict to call me to wish me (at 12 plus when i was erhem! still asleep... haha.... u can't blame me... i got home late last nite haha)... Ok moving on, ya i really thought it was so so sweet! I mean like, he's really one of the sweetest and nicest guy i know la... Praise Jesus! Talking about kingdom friends eh.. :)And haha just in case i really forget, his birthday's on 24th April... so in any case Pearlyn u're reading this again, haha... take note! :)
Hmmm ya and Kenneth and Deborah dropped me a msg at my tag board too... how sweet... :)
Ohhh i just feel so so loved...
Anw, ya i left for NTUC just now to get the curry ingredients... then over there rite... i re-bought the m&m's that i meant to give the entire cg tmr... haha... then also got my family Christmas ice cream... now, like i'm officially almost totally broke... Oh man... U noe in the natural rite, i'd be having a prolonged panic attack... But well... for this matter now, i only had a momentary anxiety consciousness (hey i'm only human haha) But well really, deep down i noe that God has it taken care of...
if You clothed the lilies of the valley,
if You feed the birds up in the skies
How much more You mean for me
How much more Your Love for me
How much more Your heart calls out to me
Just because You love ME!!!
Yea... ok now.. moving on again, hmmm i got (or thought so) everything i wanted and went home... Before i knew it, my dad was like, did u get the cocnut milk? i was like, oh shit!! Hiya how careless.. that's why, i'll hafta awake early tmr just to go get the milk and cook the curry...
Hmmm anw afterward i started wrapping up my presents... and writing little notes to the cg... Hmmm i felt blessed.... Really really... just as long as i keep reminding myself that with man it's more blessed to give than receive, i'm really happy... and i love love love this spirit of giving so much.... Glory to Him!!
Oh hiya i don't think anyone is up looking at my blog now... i mean the recipients of my presents.. so i think i shall post some pictures of the present i bought Kim Seng... which actually almost resembles the other 3 so.... Ok wait... :)
and this,
heh.... i think it's pretty nice.... Oh well... it's Christmas!!
Yeps... was spending so much time wrapping just now.... But, oh well i like it... Ok i said that before already i noe... heh.....
Ok ya, so... before i knew it, there was my Christmas, over. Haha, but part 3 will be tmr(pot grace at Yvonne's)! With part 1 being yesterday! I just love seeing how He comes thru for me each time...:)
Hmmm before i end off this entry, i just wana record sthg that Jason said during supper last nite... It takes faith to go up to your leaders and talk to them... Really, it struck my heart... See, the thing is, i do have a thing for the leaders... I respect them a lot... but somehow i kinda fear going up to talk to them.... But really, wat Jason said was so true... faith in Him! He'll take care... whoa... then the other things that he said that struck me i already recorded into my blessings book liao... so... As i said, i won't repeat again... haha
Hmmm but i feel like repeating... Ok a short one... It's sthg he said about moving from glory to glory when u just seek His love then finding out that He loves u more than u think... than later u seek some more then find out even further that He has even more than the more.... Hiya how to say? Hiya i noe can liao la... Hmmm there's another thing... This not said by Jason, but by the host of the first house we went caroling at... When he prayed over us, it was like, God's presence was so strong... and i was just lambanoing every word man... really... it was a really a reconfirmation that, I am marked for greatness!!! Praise God... and just now, i was just reading jer1, that He has called me despite me being just a youth... an ignorant, incapable one for that matter... Whoa! My God is so good!! :)
Know wat, soon i'll go get a notebook to put with me wherever i go... cuz really, sometimes like i noe that God's talking to me be it thru someone or some event yet i always feel like oh man y don't i have a notebk with me to record? then most of the time after i get home, i forget wat it was.... Hmmm yeps... i'll go get a small notebk to carry everywhere... heee Praise God!!