hmmm since i'm like online now, i might as well write an entry haha... Hmmm hiyoi just now i literally jumped outta bed in order to check my bidding status... yet there's like nothing much on cors leh (that's is the NUS term for Centralised Online System, where the bidding takes place) Oh darn.... My fingers are still not quite flexible in typing now la... still feel like they're sleeping haha... hmmm.... yawns.... heh actually wanted to go jogging with mel just now... but oh man i didn't even hear her msg all that... and just slept rite thru... then rite haha when i woke up and msg'd her to ask if she went herself in the end, she replied that she'd just woken up... hehe..... That makes me feel better... heh...
Hmmm later on, if all goes well, i'm supposed to go out with Clifton... Hmmm as he said it too, we haven't gone out together for quite some time already... it's always either that he's too busy, or i am.... so..... looking forward to a blessed time together later... :) Wonder if Pa will go with us... hmmm...
Oh have i not mentioned, no i must have, anyways, i really really love my family a lot... its like hmmm..... oh well i just love and adore them hehe... Praise God!!! Yesterday me and mummy were talking in the kitchen.... as i was washing the dishes and she, the clothes... hmmm real blessed time...:)
Hmmm my relationship with her, its not the funky mother relationship, noe wat i mean? It's not the kind whereby i go out shopping with her etc... like frens... Though i'd love that, hmmm nah it's just not like that... My mummy... i'm close to her in the sense that i really really admire and respect what she does for all of us... how she just shows us love and concern in her innocent ways, how she's really unstained by the world, as like a kid sometimes, how her faith in God is so strong, how.......... oh man i never dreamt of a day that i would love her so much.... indeed indeed, God has done a tremendous work in the restoration of our relationship... (Used to be so so strained in the past) Praise God!
Hmmm as for my dad, oh well, i think that one, needless to say la... Praise God, though i got no funky mum, i have a funky dad.... who goes shopping with me, does things with me like a close fren..... hmmm i think the love is already so there that u noe, i don't hafta come to a realisation that i love him so...Haha Praise God.... Hmmm but recently, i really feel that he's quite distracted in many things... oh well................... Really need God to really restore his joy... i mean, u noe its like i always hear him say glory to God for this that, yet hmmm deep inside me, its like i really doubt if he really really means it.... oh man... i also dunno how to say.... hiya...
The relationship between me and papa, i feel that the devil has really tried ways and means to foil.... the year alone, we had like quite a no. of misunderstandings... oh God...
But well, i believe in Him, so strong, and i believe for a 7 fold restoration in our relationship... That it shall be glorious in Jesus name... :)
Ok then my brothers... Clifton, he's a darling no doubt... i mean though sometimes he like purposely don't wana listen to me, haha it just takes a few more whines and he automatically does... haha:)
Clinton, he's one of a kind.... hmmm he's really pretty sweet at times.... but really after so many things that's happened, hmmm u noe i feel it's really really hard for me, and maybe for entire family for that matter, to really trust what he says anymore... Really need the grace of God for total transformation in this case... Oh well............ Ok since i'm on my family, lemme see if i can upload a family pic.... and on this i shall end...:)

Haha doesn't Clfton look like my older brother? haha... love it when people say that... hehe... :)