Monday, January 17, 2005
haha i don't know wat flow is this? but...... well i just feel like typing and typing and typing... hmmm.... i love who i am... i love all before me and all after me... i love the music i'm listening to as i'm typing this... i love the pleasantness that makes my heart melt on the inside of me... i love the feeling as though i'm floating now... as though life's just all nice and perfect... in my little world in the boundaries of my room and my laptop... i love knowing that as i'm typing this, everyone's engaged in different activities... the whole world.... mystical, magnificent.. sing... hum... i love just sitting here... sitting here and chatting... or simply just enjoying the weirdly nice feeling i'm experiencing... i love thinking... thinking about everything... somehow nothing bad interrupts my thoughts now... i'm dreaming.. a dreamer..... i love just not having anything on my mind... i must be lost... lost but in enchantment... must be the music... i love the way my papa comes by my room to ka chiaw me... in all loveliness.. i just love everything i feel now.. i wish time halts... to allow me to sink in sink in... but no... it shan't halt... shan't halt for me... but well that does not matter... does not at all.. there are better things out there.. awaiting awaiting... and my Father does not just want me to sink in this world of fantasy here... He wants me to know that outside, there's a world of heaven on earth for me to keep on keep on walking... keep on keep on bringing joy amidst... Wooo how can i bear not to mention Him? Even as i started out planning not to do so... He's so huge a part of my life.. So a part of delicate Pearlyn.. So... i'm just lost... in all enchantment, in all His love encompassing me......................... i don't want to stop.. don't want to stop typing... i wana go on.... go on and on.... i'm so enjoying this...... time of tranquility.... time of captivation... by everything that surrounds me... but......... alas... i must..... i must go...... i must stop..... a new day begins....... i go with peace and joy......... :)