heeyyyyy...... hahaha happy happy new year 2005! wow praise God, i'm still blogging in the end... hahaha... Praise God... hmmm.... ok real real short cuz i have not much to say today la i think... hmmm.... had like no plans for the new yr so just stayed home... wanted to settle my module thingys... but well ended up having to solve this stupid online puzzle... haha took so long to solve it.... heee maybe u all can try... quite interesting...
http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/bluechamber/index_e.php
anyways... yea that was my new yr... haha... hmmm was playing with kailun too.... haha in a way it was quite fun... hmmm..... Ok la, today not much flow to blog... Just now yvonne was asking me wat expectations i have for 2005....
Really, it's to somehow fall in love with neatness... and doing housework.... cuz for now.... that is so a bondage to me..... ABSOLUTELY HATE doing housework.... which is also why i reacted quite adversely to idea when pa told me that i gotta clean the 2 toilets once a wk before i can get my full sum of pocket money each month... ok fine.... that's not so much a big deal.... cleaning the toilets only ma.... But..... to missy spoilt Pearlyn.... IT'S A DAMN BIG DEAL!!! haha.... really really.... it really'd need total Godly transformation if i'm gonna become a prov31 woman... man... that's also y i'm like so not ready for attachment haha... i super won't make a good wife haha... but, no condemnation... HE will transform ME!!
hmmm.... oh well i still got more to say... haha.... one more....
It's about yesterday nite.... when i chatted online with Jason, Daren and 1 or 2 more into the new yr... particularly Jason though... contents... kinda confidential... so i shall not say anything regarding it... but, i just wana note down, that i was truly blessed when he told me that he thanks God for giving him a good new yr present, that is me as his like new found soulmate... (He's not even a Christian la) hmmm.. k la i mean, i dunno how much he meant it la... But it just really felt like God just telling me that He's using me to bless others... Really really... i want to be a light that shines in the world, the lost world... Really.... for God!!!

Matt5:16: Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.

Incidentally, i found out... can't remember from where exactly, that my baptism name Claire, actually means to shine in the world, with this Matt 5:16 reference exactly.... So praise God.... It is come to pass... Shine Shine Shine!!! Matt 5:14: (I am) the light of the world!! Yaayy!!!!!