hmmm i really don't understand, how can i be so troubled over stupid things? hmmm..... arrrrggghhhh...... hiya, this blog's supposed to be to the glory of God, His testimonies in my life, yet i actually let stupid things make me.... upset, confused... idiot.... well well, it exactly the verse: it's the little foxes that spoil the vine. In Songs of Solomon i think.... Ahh well, i simply refuse and reject being upset... and i refuse to be confused, disturbed, perplexed... the funniest thing is, i don't even noe exactly WHY!! Arrgghh.... OK enough is enough... i'm not gonna let any stupid thing get the better of me... Thank You Lord that u grant me that...
Ok.... moving right along, i wana say, that i went jogging today!! Yaay!! like finally!!! after like months and months and months!! haha.... hmmm.... but........... after like jogging from my place to the park, and then 4 rounds round it, oh man.... i felt i nearly died haha... Nah la, in fact, i felt ok when i was doing my rounds... Then, i think i stopped too abruptly or wat, dunno... ya and the nxt thing u noe, the world started spinning... like really, i felt that i was gonna just drop anytime... the world just became a blur... man.... i went to the pavilion and sat down, and like i just felt super duper terrible... like puking... arrggh then in my mind i was like, oh man where's papa... then i had no phone with me too, so cudn't call for help... and i was just too weak too weak to move outta where i was... hiya.... but well well, that wasn't exactly the first time i was experiencing sthg like that, many times after i start exercising after not doing so for quite a while, that happens.. oh well i knew it'd all be over soon.. thru experience, yet i was in much much agony.... hiyoh... then i was like, (in my mind), oh God, oh Jesus, i don't even have the strength to actually pray anything now... but i know You'd still answer me... And.... yea He really did... after a while, the world came back into focus... and i started to feel better... Praise God...
Hmmm.... oh no.... no flow.... i can't blog anymore... and i shan't...
I pray for better flow in the days to come...