pretense. jealousy. condemnation. issues. self pity. the failures of man. inevitable. uncontrollable. JESUS. KING ABOVE ALL. His yoke is easy. His burden is light. I give all my cares to Him. Everything. I don't want any. don't want no jealousy. want pure pureness. of heart. want to continue living in His fairyland. don't want the harshness of the fallen world. want nothing but to cuddle in my Father's arms. don't want to look at my own. my own fails. my own is worthless. my own is without confidence. why Lord, do u want me? why Lord, are u so good to me? why Lord, do i always fail u? why Lord, can't i just shine like u want me to. why Lord, that even as i'm typing this u're cuddling me, embracing me? why Lord, u don't give up on me?
Lord, despite my failures, despite my pettiness, Lord, thank you Lord, that i still know that You are for me. and Lord, i ask that u really secure the friendship between us, Lord that u don't allow anything to come through it and seek to destroy this sisterhood. this divine friendship. Lord, i thank you that u don't condemn me, and i thank you that u free me from the condemnation i feel. i love you Lord, simply cuz of the fact that You love me. and that You are KING above all my circumstances. woohooo... always feel so much better i talk to u. thank you Lord, that u're courting my heart every single moment. bringer me closer. closer. show me Lord, a deeper revelation each and every moment of my life, of Your Love for me o Lord. I seal this prayer in Jesus name. Amen.