waltzing through the meadows and pretties of life.
Thursday, January 06, 2005
whoa.... i can't believe the goodness of God!! Man He is just so....... whoa..... oh man... hmmm i just wanna say, that today.. i went out with ruoxi and ziyuan and edith and karina... hmmm at first rite, i felt really quite weird cuz i wasn't close or anything to karina... and even with edith wasn't so close... hmmm... but then they were nice la... think they were trying to make me feel comfortable... haha... Ok for the record, the other girls are like quite close to each other already, being from the same class and everything... yea that was why i felt pretty weird.... hmmm... but rite, with ruoxi and ziyuan, well the feeling was pretty much the same with ac... like so nice.. though we haven't like met for ages already cuz like ruox's studying in melbourne and ziyuan in science fac, it felt like we weren't apart for long... Praise Jesus...
Hmmm.... but oh well, still, the overall feeling was not that that joyous la... hmmm... was at suntec la... haha felt so funny and stupid that i was there and not going for bs today... bumped into jianwei and later chor yin... was like telling them i myself felt quite funny for being there yet not going... haha.... but well, i'm supposed to go with my family and hopefully xuehui tmr so...
hmmm.... well me and the girls parted at about 6.15 lidat.. and i headed to the bus stop... then i began to feel a bit like... u noe, that kinda after a long day feeling... like sian sian... hmmm... though the meeting was i suppose generally ok and quite nice, yet i felt.... hmmm.... a bit lifeless maybe? oh well... then in the bus, i was like thinking to myself, O God, i feel like i'm slipping back into my no life life... ya... well, just at the time i was pondering, whoa...... Nancy came on the bus... my goodness.. somehow i just felt so so glad to see her... really.... (Nancy is also serving in the nursery together with me) Yea... really, nothing like seeing someone from church when u're feeling quite weary... haha... Really, though we only like had 3 min or so of conversation, whoa it brought life back... and.... it really brightened my day... or evening... haha praise God... Really really... it's like, church ppl are just so different from other ppl... not that others are not nice ppl, it's just... hmmm... i feel much more life and life more abundantly in church and with the church... Praise Jesus...
Anw, i was supposed to continue with my running regime... but... hmmm... it's late now so maybe tmr... hahaha... :)