haha i might as well blog a bit, since i'm online.... just wana say, that i absolutely, terrifically, enjoy my time in the Lord.... and being with them who is the Lord's!!! And........... i absolutely enjoy serving in nursery... the greatest satisfaction from it all, is just looking at them grow up! like a yr ago, as compared to now... how much they've grown... warms my heart to noe i've played a part! just the little things... i draw so much satisfaction from... just looking at them fall asleep in my arms as i sing them to sleep... how when they cry and wail i'm able to pacify them... little things... how they'd just come up to me and want me to hug them... how i feel so happy when i'm able to go prepare their milk for them... i love them so much... like nomatter how my arms hurt i still don't mind continuing carrying them... how it makes me happy just to put a smile on their faces... how when they kiss me or i kiss them gently on the cheek i feel so... motherly... although i noe they'd probably not remember me in the longer run... i'm contented...
haha however, there's still other sides of the picture not painted la... how i absolutely love to siam whenever someone poo poos or vomits... like, it's always not me who clears up... haha... how like when i can't pacify a baby i'll give him/her to someone else in the end... oh well that's about it la... hahaha....