okaes... it is the 2nd day of Chinese New Year... haven't gone anywhere today... going to James and Janet's house later in the evening... hmmm... basically today, i have kinda been salcking quite a bit... woke up at like 10 plus initially... then went back to sleep like several times before finally awaking at about 1 plus... then got into a bit of soci readings... then called pa up for lunch at 2 plus.. came back at about 3:30... did slightly more readings... then watched tv (while attempting to read more... to not much avail naturally...) hmmm... all this while, mummy was at her boss' house bai nianing... hmmm pity this year she refused to bring us kids there... claiming that we'd grown up already... so it'd be paiseh to go there and get ang pao... but.... seriously, her boss is quite generous.. ah well... haha
hmmm... i decided to pen this entry, cuz.... cuz.... i also dunno... think i'm just pretty bored... haha.... hmmm anyways, xuehui has just changed the layout of her blog.. making it more... anonymous... i'm considering... but then, nah i don't think i will la... thing is, i doubt there are much people reading this too so... it's ok... or maybe i'll change my mind... but till then, this layout stays... :) Basically the reason why i blog, is really to just let out certain stuff i feel in me... keeping everything to myself's really quite unhealthy... as i learnt in PL3242 too... haha... not only things which are not so pleasant, but also things which are very joyous... and like most of the time i just feel too lazy to pen in my written journal... considering the fact that typing's really easier than writing haha...
well well... yesterday, it suddenly dawned on me that my grandparents are not saved... not that i didn't noe la... but it never hit me strongly as it did yesterday... Seriously, i don't even see a nigh possiblity of Ah ma getting saved.. like she shook her head when i asked if i could pray for her concerning her rheumatitic knee which gives her so much problems... sigh... nonetheless, i do noe that my God is greater than that... and that my grandparents' salvation lies in His hands... totally... So... i shall not worry... :)
Hmmm there's another thing that's bothering me a bit... but nah i shall not talk about it... hehe.. anticlimax... anyways, i do noe, that my Jesus has everything taken care of and hence i am safe in His hands... me and my future... safe, secured! Amen!!