He did a perfect work on the cross. Who am i to question.

Sigh... think Clifton must be utterly pissed with me now.... not that i'm not with him... Too bad... think he hit the limit... the limit to explosion.... and that's what did happen... explosion. i exploded! just Totally lost it. Totally.

Noe rite, really, there's no point going to church and everything, listening to the word if i don't apply in my life. Pa was so right. i mean, sometimes for me, i get too caught up with every trial i'm going thru and just refuse to turn to Him, like sincerely, after i think how much He seems to have disappointed me. And then i just do not reign in life. Simply when i just continue with that kinda attitude. And then, i get pissed, i get heated up, i just totally lose it.

i so need to gear myself back into the flow.