ok... hmmm i just survived the ordeal of the stats test... frankly speaking... ever since wed, when i actually felt so disappointed with God cuz i was late for class despite all my 'faith application', refusing to believe that i'll be late etc, ever since then i've felt very distant from Him... like He's just not beside me... and i just can't imagine surviving without Him with me... Indeed, it's really funny how little little things can shake one's faith so much... and by scale wise, that was indeed SO TRIVIAL! hmmm... then like yesterday, i absolutely couldn't study at all... i was just in a very... can't do anything mood... sigh...
Then came the test this morning... it was, at first ok... till after the end of the test, when i realised that my answers were not very similar to most of my peers... sighing.... i so can't afford to fail this test... again... so can't... Lord i am so weary... Lord You are indeed greater than all my problems... and even when i don't feel You beside me, i know You are there... i am facing a battle... i am facing a war... a war in which i feel defeat is just waiting to wallop me... swallow me... But Lord, You promise that You fight my battles, and victory is mine through Christ who conquered... Show me Lord... Grant me Your peace Lord... for Your yoke is light... i don't want mine...
On another hand, i wish to thank Him for my econs test result... that, really did brighten my day quite a bit today... i seriously thought that i'd do quite badly for the test... also considering the fact that i have no econs background... and the fact that i really thought the paper was quite hard and tricky... Praise Jesus... I did quite well... am very pleased indeed... at least outta the 3 tests i thought all'd be buanged... econs was a light of hope... i hope my soci will be likewise.... As for stats... trusting... trusting...