Praise God! i passed my stats test!!!!! totally came unexpected... i was still asking God to help me be able to take it when i got back the results... Praise God!!! Like, finally i have more hope in stats! rather, i should say, i have hope in stats once again! i have to say, that i'd totally lost hope prior to this man..... Praise God! He is faithful... my marks were higher than the mean somemore! and obviously much higher than my test1 marks! Praise GOd!! He is faithful... though i really had such little faith, He was still faithful... Knowing how important this is to me... Well well.... one thing though, why is it, that it really seems that i hafta go thru so many :( sighs and all before i see His testimony? Why is it that i always go thru so much agony before i see His results? Can u believe, a stupid thought actually'd come into my mind before... "is God a masochist or wat?" i know that's like outright blaspheme la... but it really did come across my mind! I mean, i'm put thru so much so much, before i see His results...
Ok la, i noe it's probably cuz of my lack of belief, rest etc... But is it really possible that one can rest fully in full expectation of good to come? Is it possible that we don't worry? Is it possible that one can have SUCH a revelation of Him and His goodness that nothing gets them? Hmmmmm.... Someone tell me? :)