round and round a mulberry bush, where does it stop, nobody knows... hmmm... ok this sucks... i absolutely dislike this... Lord make me see more and more of You and You alone Lord!!!
Always wandering, wondering... when will it come, when will i know... argghhh... sometimes i wonder, why is it, that it is more often nowadays? why is it, that what i've managed to survive so long without now just seeks to want to enter my life again... argghhh... one part of me so do not want it, but another part just screams for it to return... what contradiction...
i thank God however, for all the wonderful other sources of support in my life... everything i ever desired, You've so brought into my life... so much... so much in abundance... and much more will come! so glorious, so mighty!! Amen!!!!!