what happens rite, when one falls, falls badly, at least to her own perception, and like still theoretically knows that she can get rite back up and continue with life, life in God's hands? How much faith must she muster... how it is in deed harder than what it is, spoken... Oh Lord, i've fallen. i've slacked... how my heart burdens, as i keep telling myself that i can still stand back up... with all doubt that i really can... Lord, simply because of Your goodness, simply because You are God almighty, greater than anything else in the whole wide world, more loving than love itself in it's connotation, hence Lord, Your daughter, Your darling princess calls for help... thank You Lord, that u help me tide through this. Help me with my drive, my determination and my wisdom in all respect... Help me help myself... In my own little narrow heart, i'm sinking... yet in You, all Victory is mine... Lord i thank You, that i am in the world, but not of the world!!! And Lord, this shall be to Your testimony... that i will overcome this. For You Have Overcome the World!!! Turn this around 360 degrees!!! Amen!!! Thank You Jesus!!!!!