hmmm, i'm in a very weary mood now... honestly, it's quite sucky... no mood to study, no mood to do anything, so just figured that i should just type type type here, and make myself feel better... hopefully... Lord, i noe that You are so good in my life. And You have come through for so many things that i'd gone thru... yet Lord, this matter, it just pains my heart... Like many many stabs... Each time i see him go thru pain or uneasiness, i feel a deep stab... over and over again... You've come thru so much for him, and each time You've brought him out of the pain... but, why can't it be more permanant? why is it, that one turmoil comes after another? Lord, You are God who heals, God almighty who has promised that You will satisfy Your people with long life! Lord show Your manifestation Lord... I am so weary... to a point it feels like there's a time bomb in my life, that i just have no idea when it might explode. Where every colour will be no more... my life will be pointless, hopeless, meaningless. Lord, You know what holds my life now...
Lord, i thank you Lord, that YOU will save me from destruction! And no weapon formed against me and my loved ones shall prosper!! My future is as bright as YOur promises!