hmmm... ok now... i've just returned, not too long ago, from cg.... which was good as usual, only that i seemed to have been 'evening' dreaming a lot of time.... hmmm... oh well.... haha no condemnation.... but true indeed, my faith in just going for cg made me well... wasn't feeling too good initially, +the fact that i wanted to watch the 7pm show last episode, +it was drizzling and threatening to really rain = all the reason not to go rite? haha... but well, i just knew that each time i go, God meets me in His special way.... so, "all the reason not to go" does not beat "ALL the reason to go for God" heh. Oh well... hmmm... ok i noe i'm so indecisive... ya noe, if anyone'd just ask me like a week ago, i'd still have very gladly said that i am so ready to bless... but, well.... over the week, hahaha... i realise that for nxt month... i want to use the money to do some other things... so, hmmm.... reconsidering....
Oh well, hmmm... today rite, i was 'persecuted' by someone.... for the first time.... ever... in fact... and the most unbelievable part is, that the person who did so, is from my own cg... and he said... sthg like, 'pray, pray, pray, u everything also pray. can u don't pray one time or not?' Whoa! that came so unexpectedly la... like hello, of all people, a fellow believer?? so that's how u feel when u're persecuted huh!? oh well, it didn't exactly hit me real hard, praise GOd... cuz like i'm not close frens or wat with him... wah i really can't imagine how some of my darlings take it when they are persecuted by their close ones.... Sigh.... Anyways, yea, this person..... well xuehui if u're reading this u'd probably noe who i'm referring to... hmmm.... sometimes i question, why does he bother attending cg when like he just refuses to want to go by the supernatural... sigh sigh.... ok Pearlyn, snap outta it.... it's not even ur problem! well i guess i'm just a bit dui la... but oh well... Luckily GOd does all the loving and transforming of people... If i am God, haha i'll probably like just move on to the nxt person... hahaha...
Oh well, moving rite along, well, i sat for me first paper this morning... Praise Jesus.... it was quite ok... at least in my perception.... Well, my grades are secure in His hands!! not mine... praise GOd!!