Praise God! alas, the dreaded stats paper's over... i mean like, it was really a hard paper... but oh well, i have 2 consolations.... numero unos: that since it's a hard paper, if everyone buang together, then they'll HAVE TO moderate it!! haha... numero dos: more importantly, I have God!!! and my future is so not dependent on some stupid stats paper.... haha... :D U noe last nite, i had a revelation... some kind of la... at least to me... ya... anw, i felt very blessed by it la... see rite, the bible says, that Jesus abides in us and we in Him rite? that means He's inside us la rite? And the bible also says that Jesus is in our midst rite? that'd mean that He's beside us too la rite? i.e. Jesus is inside us, and all around us outside... so means, there's nowhere at all where He can't be found... And, God gave us His breath of life... Jesus came to give life and life more abundantly! i.e. God gave us His breath of Jesus... and like even what we breathe, there's Jesus inside.... whoa... haha... dunno if it makes sense la! But it did bless ME and that's all that matters! haha... Ok anw, well since Jesus is everywhere all around me, i am surely Blessed! and He definitely can hear my prayers... u noe, sometimes it seems that God is so far... and like sometimes it comes to a point where i start questioning... like hello God, did u take leave or sthg? How come i totally don't see You working in my life... Or like, why's this happening? why's that not happening? But then rite, nomatter what, He is still there... and all we need to do, is be still, and know He's God! So it's like, i was really asking myself just now... why does the bible say that we gotta labour into His rest? So paradoxical rite? But then that is true... when everything seem to go wrong, that is the hardest time to really just rest in Him and know that everything will turn out victorious eventually... yet, that is exactly what He wants us His little children to do! Oh well, the things of God.... are so different from the ways of man! Lord i just want more and more of You!