Monday, June 20, 2005
Wow! ya noe, during the P&W and ministering time, it just came so strongly upon me, that nomatter the age, the need for Jesus is always the same... like, as i was worshipping together with the kids, His presence filled the hall so strongly! and like i just felt like i was going to God as a kid, at their level, and like along with all of the children, i too, am as a child, as His child... and i just go to Him with such a tender heart, telling Him, "Lord i need You so much! to be president over my life" Ya noe, it was just so precious! and like, as i was just in His presence, His all familiar voice and presence just overwhelmed me so strongly, and i just felt that He was just telling me to be still, and just know that He is God! That amidst the trial that i was facing then, He was taking care of it! (in which i saw the victory today! Praise Jesus!) yea... whoa, and the preaching by deacon dan, whoa it really did bless me so! psalms 23. Being such a well known psalm, that almost everyone can just recite without difficulty, the way He expounded the text, it really did shed new light for me! even as a teacher! whoa! He is just so awesome!
Ok, that was the receiving part for me from the word and ministering!
and then, the kids, wooohooo.... they just blessed me so much! like allinda, she's not even in my group or my room, yet she was just so so sweet... really blessed me so much!
there's just so much to say! I was so proud of my team Daniel!! so proud!!! the first day of games, they lost like all the games except one, but on the 2nd day, they picked themselves up, and like won all the outdoor games except one! it was so amazing to see them just all have fun together! and like although i was sabo'ed for ALL the games that a teacher from each team needed to play, i had so so much fun alongside! like, as i said to many before, it is just so not Pearlyn to be sporting or anything during games and all... Really God man!! that He just put this sense in me thru bengen as well as this PK camp! OOhhh!!!
Oh and then the skit! i was so amazed that they actually won third!!! so proud of them!!! with like only one prior rehearsal, and many impromptu scenes, whoa! i am impressed! especially so with the boys, like shaun... ya noe, though he always gives attitude and things lidat, i still see SO much potential in this boy! so much! lyk, giving so much suggestions in the participation of the skit, and like really appreciating my note to him on the last day, all these just really melted my heart. And really reminded me so much of Clinton, as it just supernaturally made me feel an outpouring sense of love toward my brother.. my goodness... :)
Oh and Marcus and Samuel... despite some problems they gave, i saw such kingship in Marcus, and such caringness in Samuel! these kids really made me see just Christ in them! Whoa! Oh and the girls, boy were they sweeties!! i just can't emphasize further! All of them!!!!!
I am really really so glad that i was given such an opportunity to serve in this camp! ReallY! Thank You Lord, for every good thing You're doing in my life!!!