Sunday, July 03, 2005
i, am at a lost for words. really. i don't noe what to say. what to make out of this. sthg so close, yet is now so far. weary, dreary are the days of the past. the days of living from end to end. a chance to end it all. to double my restoration. yet, a chance given up, a choice not made. sigh. how my heart aches. like a knife that's stabbed thru it. ouch. yet i could do nothing. it's not a matter of my choice. sigh.
well, maybe God has a better plan la. sigh. can't help it. sorry.
