Sunday, August 28, 2005
Starting from morning, serving in the nursery. Few things marked "achievement" for me in some sense.
1) i did my storytelling with much more success than before, with minimal prep. Praise God and God alone!
2) i cleaned up Ethan who "poo-poo'ed" on his diapers. This is sthg of the likes of a breakthrough. Really. Never ever dared before. Again, praise God!
3) Kinda pacified some crying babies, etc etc.
Overall, there was a sense of achievement along with the tremendous sense od fatigue.
Rite, and then there was serving in ambs for 3rd and 4th svs.
I don't noe if i ever mentioned here about how uneasy i got with serving here. But yea, for a long time i've been feeling that way. Well to cut a long story short, i got a chance to speak to this girl that i just got to noe today, who was prev from ambs too. And sthg she said was so powerful to me. She said that Jesus is the fisherman who brings in the fishes, and i'm the net that DOES NOT BREAK, to haul in the fish. It was very very powerful. In light of what i've been facing and feeling. Shall not elab. Well, i'm more certain about giving this ministry more time now. And i believe i WILL see fruits!
Whoa, it was only until Eugene mentioned, that i realised that i'm actually serving in 3 ministries effectively. Nursery, Ambs, and CG. Never really saw the CG in the light of serving, but ya come to think about it, yea it is inclusive. Oh well, God brought me thus far, and God will bring me through! Amen.